Guilty🤒

Chapter 30

Annie's pov:

Zach kissed me
we were kissing for a while because he took my shirt off and his too
i pulled away and it was Hayden

ZC: helloooo.. Annie?

i snapped out of it

A: can you go..
ZC: yeah sure.. did i do something?

he got up and walked out my door

ZC: are you okay-

i closed and locked my door
What the hell is wrong with me
why did i just think about that happening
I picked up my phone and saw a text message from Hayden

H- "Just wanted to make sure your okay, text or call me when you can.. I Love you💜"

I called Kenzie

A: hey kenz are you busy?
K: hey bb um.. no i'm not right now what's up
A: i just needed help..
K: oh no.. what's up?
A: so.. my brothers friend is over and we were talking
K: Annie..
A: he laid on my bed and then i thought about him grabbing my leg and us making out and stripping but when i pulled away it was Hayden's face so technically it wasn't Zach i was thinking about but it was and i don't know what to do
K: so you guys didn't actually make out?
A: no but i don't know what it means
K: well maybe you just miss Hayden
A: yeah but i'm not really on good terms with him right now
K: what happened now? i thought you guys solved your problems
A: he invited some girl he's known for a long time on our date and i stared feeling sick so he brought me home but i didn't talk to him when i got out the car.. should i apologize?
K: Ann's be honest with him, tell him you didn't want her on the date and tell him that you thought of that scenario because you missed him and felt bad
A: Okay but what if he doesn't forgive me for thinking about that
K: why do you think you were thinking about that? do you like Zach?
A: No of course not! maybe it was just because he was right next to me because i don't see him like that at all
K: So then that's your reason *laughs* Hayden will understand don't worry
A: thanks kenz, love you
K: Love you more

i hung up and called Hayden

H: Hey baby how you feeling?
A: hey i'm alright... i know you were just here but can you come over?..
H: sure babe, are you okay?
A: yes i'm okay, let me know when your outside
H: okay i'm on my way now, do you want anything?
A: no i'm okay thanks

i hung up
i laid in my bed with my face in my pillow
after a while of thinking i laid on my back and started going through instagram
a few minutes later someone tried opening my door
they knocked
i sighed and got up to open it

A: If my door wasn't locked you just would've bursted in? cool.
C: I'm sorry i was just worried about you, are you okay? Zach said you kinda freaked out a little
A: i did not
C: you kicked him out of your room..
A: Yeah because i didn't want him in here anymore, he doesn't need to be in here it's my room
C: okay just.. try to be nice?..
A: Yeah yeah okay

He laughed a little and went back downstairs
I closed my door and sat on my bed
for some reason i was really nervous and my stomach was in knots
Hayden finally called

H: hey i'm outside
A: Okay can we talk first.. in the car
H: y-yeah sure
A: Okay i'm coming

I hung up and grabbed a black hoodie to throw on
I walked downstairs

A: i'll be right back

i watched all their eyes shoot to me
Zach looked at me the quickest

C: where are you going?
A: Out front really quickly
GM: Alright

I walked outside and saw Hayden's car that was still on
I walked over to it and got in