Blackmail Me. (Youtube Fanfic)

Complicated+Difficult

-Why would he/she choose us out of all the people?

>Anthony's P.O.V.<

Adam is just trying to protect me
He's not going to leave me
Right?
I'm not a freak like everyone says
YEAH!
Screw everyone
Adam told me to not care about them
And that's what I'm doing
Of course that's not what I'm doing
I need my pills

-What's going on with you? I mean you have been acting weird this whole day and it's freaking me out, you're shaking like crazy!
-I know, I know, I know, I'm sorry!
-Anthony I know you want your pills but I'm scared about you since last time..
-I'm fine don't you get it!? It was just one time Adam, maybe my doctor gave the wrong pills to me and that's it! -I said and slammed my locker.
-Anthony please calm down..
-I can't! I CAN'T ANYMORE!

Everytime I got this attacks, Adam would go after me.

This time he didn't.

It's tearing me apart.

But there's only one person who can actually understand me right now

-Anthony I saw what happened, what's wrong?
-It's just..

I can't, I can't tell anyone right now, Steven would kill me.

-Things with Adam aren't going so well he's been.. distant
-Do you know what's going on? Have you asked him?
-Not yet.. I'm just.. I guess I'm scared of finding out..
-Is it what I think it is?
-No.. no I know it's not that..
-But you haven't asked him so how do you know?
-It's just.. complicated, with things that been going on.. like my thing the other day..
-Yeah I get it, I know those pills..
-How? Steven told me they were used for date rape
-Yep.. I can say that.. some people here used them..
-Can you tell?

I don't know why I wasn't surprised when I heard it

-Jordan.. as in Adam's friend Jordan..

>Adam's P.O.V.<

I couldn't handle seeing him like that, it's like I was driving him crazy and I didn't want that. I'm trying so hard not to loose my mind with this blackmailing thing and Anthony is loosing his mind, I can't deal with the thought of someone drugging him or doing much worse things. I have to protect him to not let this happen again.

-You really love your boyfriend..
-If that's sarcasm, I'm going to kill you.. it's just.. difficult right now
-No.. I think you're doing the right thing when it comes to taking the pills, I mean you don't want to see him in pain again
-Of course not.. but the way he reacts it's..
-Awful, I know but he needs to learn that you're doing this for his good

Mark was a great friend, he was always there for me and he did understand me, Jordan and Hutch were a little bit more complicated but I could deal with that.

-Look if you need me, I'm here for you..
-Well enough about me, how're you doing?
-I'm fine as always..
-Really? because I heard someone broke up with you
-It's not a big deal, we weren't made for each other, so it's fine..

He was so lying, but I didn't want to.. make him talk about things he obviously didn't want to talk about so I just stayed silent.

-What is it with Jordan lately? -he asked me and I just looked at him confused.
-What do you mean? Jordan has always been like that..
-I know but lately he's been kind of.. distracted.. he asked me about you and Anthony the other day..
-Well if there's something about Anthony and Jordan is that they don't like eachother in fact Anthony doesn't like Jordan or Hutch, but Hutch doesn't really care, but what did he ask anyway?
-If everything was okay and I told him that everything was fine because you know how he is.. he's probably going to give you the worst advice in the world and tell Anthony something really stupid just because he doesn't like him..
-Why would he care? -I said and I didn't know if I was angry at Jordan or anything I was still confused.
-That's the thing, it's like he acts like doesn't care but he does..

And everything was just confusing right now

>Steven's P.O.V.<

Michelle was acting so weird that I decided that exactly what I wanted to investigate right now. Anthony told me not to worry about it but I know he just said that because he's really worried about Adam. And so the notes start as always:

(S for Steven and M for Michelle.. kind of obvious, but I don't care :3)

S: Is everything okay? did S.A.M. text your or something?
M: Not yet and everything's fine, just complicated
S: Wanna tell me why?

She just looked down and I could tell she was thinking of something to tell me or not but she wrote it down anyway..

M: I'm seeing someone and things are just weird between us
S: How so?
M: Told me about a person in this school named Ryan and told me to tell him to cut the crap
S: I don't know any Ryans here.. maybe he's just confusing our school with another one

And she just sighed and wrote down..

M: He is a She

Oh.. I didn't expect that one.

A/N: No S.A.M... yet... he/she is waiting for them to crack :D, hugs from Lanus and Thanks for reading! <3