Falling for my enemy

Hug

My POV
We hung out all day, it was actually fun.

It was about to get dark outside.

"I guess it's time for me to go home" I say to him.
"Um.. do you wanna maybe...have dinner with my family?"
"Oh, so now you want me to come all of a sudden?"
He laughs.
"Don't make this awkward, you coming or not?"
"Fine"

Time skip

We sat in the living room watching tv, with both of his parents.
"Well I guess it's getting late, we have to get up early tomorrow for the shop" his dad says.
"I think I'll head home too, it was nice to visit—" I get cut off by his mom.

"Why don't you sleep over tonight? I mean, you both have shifts early tomorrow, it's Saturday, might as well sleep here tonight?"

I pause. I'm not sure..
I look over at Jungkook. He's trying to avoid eye contact with me.

"It's very nice of you to offer, but I think I'll head home" I give his mom a smile.
She nods.

As I'm trying to put my shoes on, Jungkook walks up to me.

"...I could give you a ride tomorrow morning home, if you need to get there before our shift?"

So he does want me to stay..

I consider it one more time. I guess it would be easier to sleep over since their house is closer to the shop, and he could give me a ride.

"Your mom is right. It would be easier to sleep over"

"Yes" he says with a smile.

They give me the living room to sleep in. His parents already left to sleep, he was still on the couch with me, watching tv.

Another hour goes by.

I could see he was getting tired, so was I.
"You don't have to stay" I tell him.
He yawns. "Okay, fine" he gets up to his room.

I turn off the tv, and go to sleep.

4 hours later

I wake up from another nightmare. This time, I was in a car, full of blood. I heard the same thing from the other night.

"HOLD TIGHT Y/N"

Every time I hear my father scream, I get shivers down my whole body.
I get up to get a glass of water, when I see him already there.

"You're up, y/n?" Jungkook says.
"So are you?"
"Couldn't sleep" he says, while rubbing his eyes. He looks very tired.
"Same here.. I had another nightmare" I say.

"Oh, I have them all the time. It never gets better" he takes a sip of his water.
"You just have to learn how to control it"
"Control what?" I ask.

"Control your reactions to it"
I look at him confused.
"Don't freak out. It's just a dream, at least that's what I tell myself. It works"

I look down.
He walks over to me and puts his hands on my shoulders.
"Hey.. it's fine"
I look back up at him.
"It is?"

"It is."

I felt so comfortable with him. Without even thinking, I hug him.

He hugs me back, tightly.

"I want to stay like this forever" I say while I bury my face in his chest.
I felt his warmth. It was relaxing, and so cozy.

He hugs me even tighter.

I suddenly snap out of my thoughts. What am I doing...
I remove my hands off him.
"Anyway.. water, yes I need water" I awkwardly say.

He looks at me confused. Probably wondering why I reacted this way.

I try to grab a cup from one of the drawers, but it's too high for me.
He leans forward behind me to give me one. I could again feel him close to me.
"Here." He hands me one cup.
"Thanks.."

He then walks back to his room.

That was so awkward... He looked disappointed...or sad.

I should have continued the hug..