GLAMOROUS SKY

Chapter.15 - Never letting you go -

The call never came. In the end I was not surprised either by how controlling Taemin was. I could not see her anymore, it was he alone who decided that. Ri-seung asked him about it because he worried about me, but it was realy nothing he could say or do. I seemed like a overprotective bigger sister, and had acted like so to. It was my fault alone, for trying to controll her life like that. I slowly started realising it, but denyed it all the time claiming it to be Trapnest's fault. The special time in apartment 707 was  clearly over, it was in the past. I knew who the enemy was, but I did not have the strength to fight no more. 

I decided to tough up an leave it be. It was nothing I could do, but to try to move on. Get succesfull with Black Stones, and make Jindo proud. Meanwhile I moved in with Ri-seung, it was a impulsive decision I took because I was lonely and sad. We had a intense relationship, like when we were younger. Yet I knew, it was so fragile that it probably would not last for too long. It was like a flower, beautiful when it blooms yet fragile, as it always withers away in the end. I did not confine in him so much any longer, it could never be just the same as before. After he had left me, everything had changed. 

Black Stones, was becoming a hot topic in the media. The Fan scare wanted to find out everything about us, for good or bad. Our concerts were legendary, and tickets was never enough. I was getting sick of the papparazi who always followed us around like fucking flies did chase after light. It was only a matter of time before my relationshipp with Ri-seng were leaked to puclic. 

It was a mass hysteria realy, pictures taken of us in the same car. Heading into hotels, or into his apartment. The pictures happend to be everywhere, and it was said to be extra scandalous as we were not even in the same band. We were in fact competitors in the music market. This news, however made our band much more famous to my annoyance. It seemed like we would be known as " that band who's lead singer had a fling with Hong Ri-seung ".

It was about that time, that he seemingly started to fear I would end our relationshipp because of this. He did everything to make me stay, desperately trying to re-create what we once had together. He proposed to me, and let the news slide out openly to the public. It changed stuff, I was no longer just any affair at least. 

I finaly met with Jindo again, after a long time. At Layla, the singer og Trapnest's birthday party at a clubb. Taemin had taken her with him, they had just gotten married whitout any ceremony. She was no longer the old Kim Jina, she had become Shin Jina during the time we had stayed apart. It was sort of awkward, we did not realy speak much due to everything that had happend. Taemin stayed close to her all the time, and the pullsating clubb music was pounding in the backround. I was happy to see that she seemed to be the same person, but I could not tell wether she was happy with her life or not.

There was so much I wanted to tell her that night, so much left un cleared.  It was however a brief meeting, I was happy had taken place. Because the day after, a brand new picture was leakened to the media. It crushed me, made things fall apart. A picture of my fiance Ri-seung, and Layla close together in skinship. It was taken a long time ago, and it was not actually how it looked, Ri-seung assured me but I was still uneasy over it.

The media made it look like Ri-seung was unfaithfull against me, with his own colleague. Thus, the paparazzi became even more interested in us, we were the most popular pair of stars afterall.