Loki's forbidden love

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I was sat in the lab with mr Banner. He was doing tests on me to see if he can find a way to use my connection with Loki to track him down. "Dr Banner?" He was working away on a vile of red liquid "yes?" He didn't even look up. "What is that and what's going to happen to me if you inject it?" He stopped and held up the vile. "You see those little particles in there? They are what's going to stimulate your powers, if you have them that is. This won't change you, it will only bring out and magnify what you already have. A connection, mind reading, it could be anything"

He placed the red fluid into a syringe and got ready to inject it into my arm. "I can't promise this won't hurt miss Olsen" needles were bad enough as it is but I was so scared. I have to do this "for Loki." I gave him a small nod of my head. Just then, Bucky walked in, he came over and sat on a chair next to where I was on the bed. "Need to hold a hand?" He held out his metal arm. " I guess if I suddenly develop super strength, you might need the metal arm" I laughed, making light of the situation.

Bruce inserted the needle into my arm and it was really only a scratch: until he injected the serum. The pain was something entirely different. Intense . It wasn't like normal pain, it felt like it was floating around inside of me ,as if someone had hollowed me out, taken all my organs away and the pain was just bouncing around, hitting the walls of my body. Bucky now had his other hand on my arm, it was a bit more comforting, human. I took one look at him and passed out.

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I woke up in what looked like an abandoned army base. I looked around for clues, I saw a sign but I couldn't read the language: it was Russian. Why was I in Russia? I walked around the base for a bit, looking to see a reason as to why I might be here, and there he was, stood with his stupid sceptre, he was picking up something. It must be what he needed. I reached out for him "Loki sto-" I went to grab his arm and my hand went right through him. He didn't turn around either. Did he even hear me?

Then I realised. My body's at the avengers tower with Bucky and mr Banner. This was what the serum did to me. It's showing where I need to be. I decided to look around for something; clues maybe. Finally, a sign I could read , "Hydra" oh no. Just a quick as I had gotten here, I started to fade away. Watching Loki as I slowly come back to consciousness.

"AH LOKI NO COME BACK-" someone wrapped their arms around me "shhhhh shhh Leia it's ok. Calm down ." It was Bucky. I realised I was still screaming. "Oh god I'm back wait...." I put my arm out and poked Banner in the stomach he looked at me "HEY!" Oops "oh thank god I'm not a ghost. Sorry about that by the way haha" I got up and started towards the door.

Bucky spun me back around "woah woah hold up. Where you goin' doll?" Doll? Huh. "To tell stark. Are coming?" I gestured towards the door. He followed me up until the corridor and then he had to take lead because this tower was increasingly confusing. We arrived back in the glass table room. "Stark I know where Loki is." He looked at me and took a seat, anticipation in his eyes. "I passed out after Dr Banner injected me and it sort of teleported me. My body didn't go anywhere but I did. I found Loki but he couldn't hear me and I couldn't touch him. I walked right through walls."

Bucky looked at me concerned and he said "doll your body started to float when you were passed out" what the- " WHY didn't you tell me Bucky? WHY did you wait until now?!" He looked at me. Confused . "Doll I didn't say anything?" Well that's new . "Did I just- did I?" Hold on, let me test something. "Mr stark, think about something random, anything" then I heard it . His thoughts "you think BUCKYS- MR STARK EW WHY." Tony laughed to himself and shot Bucky a mischievous look. I had a feeling Bucky knew what Tony was talking about.

"Ok so it's official. I can read minds . And appear to people who are far away?" Oh yeh I forgot to tell them. "Loki's in Russia. I read a sign in the base he was in. It looked abandoned. It said 'hydra'" I saw Bucky tense up. Oh no. I forgot about that.

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Later on after I had some food and talked about how I got where I am with mr stark, I was ordered to train with Natalie and Wanda. "I'm going to go with miss romanoff now" I stood up and was about to leave when mr Rogers spoke up; "you can stop that now" I paused and turned around. "Stop what?" Je gestured to everyone "stop calling us by our last names. It's too formal it's weird." He chuckled as the worried expression on my face turned to a smile. "Sorry steve" I giggled and left with Nat.

"So we are going to get Wanda and she can help with your powers and I can help with the physical side" Wanda then came in and took both my hands and closed her eyes. "Think with me" she said in her thick Russian accent "think of your happiest memory with him" wow. Happiest memories? I had a lot of meaningful ones but I'm never quite sure I was happy.

I stood still and closed my eyes, thinking about the time me and Loki kissed, nothing. The time he let me keep all of the clothes and anything I wanted . Nothing. Then I thought of after Thor threw me across the hall, straight into Loki's arm, where he held me tightly . I felt safe. I opened my eyes and I was no longer with Wanda. I was watching Loki.

He was sat on a bed I n a small cottage somewhere in Russia, by himself. He looked...... sad? I think he was crying. I walked towards him and sat on the floor by his legs, looking up into his teary eyes. "Leia" he whispered. I froze. Could he see me...... hear me ? And just like that, I woke up. On the floor in front of Nat and Wanda who were staring at me , waiting for an answer. "I saw him again"