It was about 2 am and me and Sandy were both fast asleep I heard a knock on my door. I moved Sandy's arm off of my waist and walked to the door and saw Franny in her little pink pajama set I knelt down to the floor "hey sweetheart whats going on?" I asked her "Mummy wants me too dwo litwe miss south side, but im newvous what if im bwad" she wispered "oh honey, come here" i said pulling her into a hug "can I sleep in here" she asked me I turned around to see Sandy still fast asleep "okay, but you have to go to sleep" I said, she nodded at me and I got back into bed and soon enough she climbed in the middle of me and Sandy.
I felt someone shaking me and rolled over to see Sandy "hey, why is Franny here" she whispered to me "she was worried about little miss south-side so i told her she could sleep here" I replied Sandy nodded and walked over to my side of the bed and held her arms out I took her hands and she pulled me out of bed "good morning babe" she said pulling me in for kisses "whats that for" I asked "I haven't seen you in a week, i need my kisses" she said "eeewwww stwop it, cwooties" Franny said covering her eyes "Franny honey only guys have cooties we don,t" i said attempting to explain the complications of pre-school relationships. "FRANNY" Debbie yelled from round the corner "you are wearing the dress" i looked at Franny confused and she smiled inoccently "Franny?, what are you up to" i asked her "nothing" she smiled innocently. Debbie walked in the room "she is up to somwthing she wont put on her dress" she said, Franny turned to look at her mum and screamed "pants, i want to wear pants" Debbie looked down "NO, you have to wear a dress" she said to Franny "just let her wear pants, she four they ain't gonna care" I said, Debbie looked over at me "she has to wear a dress, its not little MR south-side" Debbie yelled at me "girls wear pants Debbie" said Sandy sounding legit angry "yea sounds like gender conformity" i said attempting to defend her "It's not my world i just live in it" Debbie said. I bent down to talk to Franny "hey can you put the dress on for me and Sandy" i asked her "on won condiwtion" Franny said very confidently "OK, what is it?" I asked her, she pointed at Sandy "she has to stay here for the rest of the week" i laughed and nodded "how about this Sandy will stay for two weeks if you let your mummy take a photo of you in the dress" I offered, Franny nodded violently and ran out to get dressed "you didn't even ask Sandy, what if she doesn't want to stay, what am i supposed to say to her then" Debbie said pointing at Sandy "she has to, shes on house arrest for two weeks here" I said pointing to Sandy's ankle bracelet. "now go before she doesn't want to wear the dress anymore"i said kicking Debbie out mine and Sandy's room. "your sweet to help Debbie and Franny you know" Sandy said "yea well she really loves you being here" I said "well I love seeing her too, and I also love seeing one other girl in this house but don't tell her that I wouldn't want her to start sleeping with my leather jacket" sandy said mocking me "oh fuck you" I said while dragging her down the stairs.
"We have to go now" Debbie yelled up the stairs "go wear?" i asked "why are you not dressed" she said to me and Sandy "what do you mean were not coming to this shit" said Sandy "shes not gonna go unless you two come" Debbie said as if we were meant to know that "she's got an ankle bracelet shes not gonna leave the house" I said "it's fine i'll saw it off" Sandy said "no you will fucking not, you were only gone for a week last time and I ended up sleeping with your jacket" I said sounding really fucking pissed off. All of a sudden my breathing got really heavy and I could tell I was having a panic attack cause I started to cry I ran upstairs and slammed my door shut I was pacing around my room trying to find a place to sit but I decided on my bed I slid down the side of my bed frame and put my head in my hands and cried I didn't really know why but I knew it was to do with Sandy and her going to prison.
"What just happened?" I asked Debbie "okay so Sandy, shes having a panic attack but I have to go she used to have them all the time she'll figure it out, when she was little she used to pass out after a while just leave her" Debbie said to me very nonchalantly "okay but what do I do" i yelled after Debbie "just leave her" she yelled from the door, i sighed and walked upstairs.
I heard a knock at my door and couldn't find enough breath to answer but Sandy came in anyway "hey" she said sitting down next to me and putting her arm around me, I put my head down on her soldier and felt my breathing slow "is this about me being in prison" I nodded my head and wiped my eyes "I don't know why almost everyone I know has been to prison including myself but with you, with you its different" I said looking up at her. she moved my hair out of my face and laughed "are you really laughing at me right now" I said "you really love me huh" Sandy asked me. I nodded and laughed "yea, you wanna watch Maze Runner, its got Dylan O'Brien in it, he always makes me feel better" I said "you have a thing for Dylan O'Brien" Sandy asked me whilst raising an eyebrow, I laughed "you don't?" "I'm dating you" she said in a question sort of way "yea and?" I asked "your a girl, so why would i have a thing for a guy" I laughed at her "It's Dylan O'Brien hes not just any guy" she smiled at me "you feeling better now" she said "with you always" she looked down at me "can I ask you something?" "shoot" I replied "why didn't you tell me?, about the panic attacks I mean" i sighed "cause it makes me seen weak, when your from the south-side you cant be weak or you get shot" I said. Sandy nodded and put both her arms around my neck to give me a hug "i love you" i looked up at her and laughed "shit, i think i love you too" she glared at me "are you mocking our first I love you" I laughed "damn right i am."
some cute fluff for you guys
i know this chapter is really long but i didn't want to split it in to three parts.
enjoy
xoxo chrissy
