Electric Angel

A Painful one sided Love

Mayus POV

*huff* *huff* I managed to escape some how..*cough* *cough* that blond one was really something. I wasn't expecting her to be that strong. Akaito I wonder were he is?! I dragged my self up as I tried to ignore the pain from my broken ribs and started looking around.

"Akaito!?" I started to call out.

"Akaito where are you?!"

What if hes hurt? As I got ready to yell his name out again I was cut off.

"Tch! Im right hear! Stop calling me!"

When I turned around I saw that It was Akaito! He had a cut on his face and was wiping some blood off the side of his lip! I quickly went to his aid but the moment I touched his arm he pushed me away and I fell to the ground.

"Tch! Dont touch me, how many times must I tell you hu?!" He angrily said.

"I-im sorry...."

Akaito....I wonder why you despise me so much?

"Akaito...?" I asked as I pulled my self up wrapping my arm around my broken ribs.

"Hu?! What is it?!" He said in a annoyed tone.

"W-what am I exactly to you?...." I asked

"Hu? What are you to me? Isn't that obvious?! Your nothing more than trash to me, a nuisance, a burden! " Akaito said with our hesitating.

As I herd those words I felt my heart break in to small peaces. I was speechless...

"Hmp! Some one like you is better of dead" he then said as he got close to my face.

"W-why?....don't you know I love you....." I said trying to hold my tears back.

"Pfft! Ha Ha Ha Ha! Ya so what?! I have no fellings towards you, and I never will Mayu!"

"Then! Why did you tell me to come along with you?! You asked me to, remember!"

"Oh that ha! I did ask you to come with me, but not because I had any type of feelings towards you. I just needed someone who was easy to use. And you were the perfect person! You blindly followed me and did as i asked! You played the role of Rins bully and i was able to confort her as her sensei, but now that Rin made it back in to this world your no use to me understand! You failed to be of anymore use to me!"

I was heart broken, how could Akaito say all this...I fell to my knees as Akaito only laughed and walked away leaving me all alone in the dark. But befor he completely dissapered in to the the woods he warned me not to come back or show my face around him or anyone relating to the black virus, or else he would kill me...Its not fair....after everything I did to just be able to walk by your side, just to see you, and even say hello to you...all i wanted was a chance or for you to acknowledge me at least once...Akaito your horrible...I hate you........

Some how I manged to drag my self up and wonder around the forest. I was broken inside, and I blindly walked deeper and deeper in to the forest at this point I didn't care what happend to me anymore. If I got lost, if no one ever found me, If I died....all that I didn't care about anymore. I allways felt alone and after I met Akaito I didn't feel that way anymore. But in the end I was still all alone...I was the only who thought that I could be part of his life...I was the only one who beloved that I wasnt alone

As my feet grew more and more tired I finally gave up and fell to my knees. I could hear Akaitos crule words echo in my head. I knew he didn't love me but hes never said anything as crule as he did today...as much as I knew that he didn't like me I wanted to belive that he could maybe care for some one like me...and I was so stupid for believing that....

"Your nothing more than trash to me, a nuisance, a burden...Some one like you is better of dead" echoed through my head.

"Akaito y-your the worst!.." I sudenly yellled out as the tears that I fought so hard to hold back wouldn't stop. I buried my face in to my palms as I began to sob. I couldn't stop the tears.

This feeling of being all alone, its the same one I had when I was younger. Crying all alone in the dark..im right were I began..how pitiful. As I kepts on crying I was sudenly embraced by some one warm. It was a warm hug, something that I have never felt before. As I snapped back in to reality I noticed blond hair and a sweet sent of oranges.

"Mayu its ok....." a fimilar voice said to me.

"Rin...im sorry!" I sudenly cried out as I buried my face on her sholder and hugged her back.

Was this alright for me to do? After everything I've done to her...why is she hear with me?...why is she helping me?....this is the thing I've allways envied about you Rin. Your sweet charm that attracts everyone to want to be besides you and your ability to heal others like this...As much as I wanted to hate you and make you miserable, I would just feel guilty in the end and hate my self even more. I was just jealous of what I didn't have and I took it all out on you. Rin I really am horrible aren't I?...im sorry Rin....im really sorry....

I had completely blacked out. And when I opened my eyes I found my self laying on a grassy area in the forest and the sun was shining down on me. I sat up as I groaned from the pain I felt in my ribs. As I tried sitting up completely I remembered that my ribs were broken. I looked around to see if anyone was around but I then saw that I was all alone...Rin wasn't she hear with me?

I sudenly hurd a rustling sound from bellow me and saw that there was a note:

Dear miss Mayu I herd from Momo what happend. Im sorry things had to turn out this way, i decided to go look for you and i found you passsed out all by yourself. I decided to take you to a better location. But any who I geuss this is good bye. Theres no reason for you to return since the only reason you helped us was because of Akaito. So take care miss Mayu.
-Sincerely Defoko.

Defoko she came to help me on last time... As i crumbled the note up i looked a round but i couldn't find Rin. She was no were to be seen. But i clearly remeber her helping me. And then it hit me. I was all alone the while time, Rin was never hear..it was just a dream.

"*chuckel* im so pathetic" I said laughing at my self and bringing my hand to my face and brushing my bangs up.

I really was pathetic for thinking she would come help me or even think about hugging me......

"Maybe..im am better of dead..." I sudenly whispered to my self.

"Please don't say that!" sudenly a young girl with blue eyes and long light pinkish blond hair with two small braids said grabbing my hand.