Can You Even Kiss A Ghost? (M!Reader x Dsmp!Wilbur)

Chapter 16: Memories

//mentions of blood and memory loss, this also brings up some heavy topics!//

       Karl told y/n the truth, he was a time traveler and is trying to make everything better. Karl also admitted that he was the person that the prison was made for but now its used for someone who deserves it. Karl explained about butterfly effects and other variations of sci-fi things. These made y/n get more anxious.
      "That doesn't explain why i'm remembering my past lives.. It also doesn't explain why I can voice Karl, I don't want them here. They do nothing but hurt me." Y/N rubbed his shoulders karl hummed as he tried to find the answer, he brought out a journal. 
     "Before this started happening, before you came into the timeline what happened?" Karl requested, y/n looked at him and then at the ground now he has to remember what made him like this. He heard Dream's voice first then, the voice slowly turned to other voices once schlatt took over Ghostbur body, 
       He started having these qeird  nightmares, then he noticed the blood vines and how they spooked him, and  then y/n Remembered phil handing him a necklace, a necklace that formed their friendship. y/n took out the emerald necklace that was hidden in his shirt, he had forgotten that it ever hung on his neck. It was a reminder from phil that they are close. The emerald seemed to have chipped and the leather line looked as if it was going to snap any moment now. The neckalve over all had been through a lot, just like y/n. If the necklace had a voice it would be screaming at how poorly y/n took care of it. He even forgot it existed. Karl pecked of interest in the necklace as well, putting a hand out in front of y/n making him look at karl. 
     
   "Is it alright if i see that?" Karl asked, y/n nodded as he took off the necklace and gave it to Karl, the voices seemed to have gotten louder than before after he took it off. Karl replaced the leather string with another that looked new and had pretty colours to it, it looked like Karls jacket. He gave it back to y/n who put it back around his neck. Y/N felt more relaxed after having it back on. His memory though was still shit. Then a flash of when antfrost attacked him. He remembered that It started to happen when anything that was related to the egg touched him. Y/Ns eyes widen, if he hadn't touched the egg, if he hadn't been chased would it be different?
        "I was being chased by Ant and I got badly injured.." Y/N looked down at his feet. His ankle to his leg was where Antfrost clawed at and grabbed harshly and it qas still bruised and was now scarred. He remembered Bad touching him as well seeing the future of Tommy being stuck to the egg and everyone else as well, the thoughts about it made him cry. Karl took notice and gave him a tissue. 
        "Sorry…" was all y/n could say as he sniffled. It wasnt even his fault. Karl rubbed his back as y/n was starting to feel better then before but still awful. Why couldnt he explain what was happening to him.
     "So what type of species are you again?" Karl asked 
    " i'm a siren, well I'm a descendant of guardians.. before they were those ugly fishes you see now.. we were once wise and now we are nothing more then silent voices protecting what is ours."
Y/N said sitting back down holding his legs to his chest. Karl nodded as he wrote down in his book. the book was pretty hefty if anything. If anything the booked look like it could crush a person.
          "So it seems whenever you pass out you only go back in time to see your other self and come back when you die,,, is that what i'm hearing?"  Karl asked again as he sat next to y/n writing everything down. what happened to learning about y/n speices? Why did karl need that info and why did he change the subject back ti the original topic?
      "It appears so.. but i can't control my body when i do, i'm just seeing it happen.. not really not really talking in my voice or actions i'm just viewing what happened. It's almost like I'm trapped viewing someone's life but never mine. Sometimes I feel even now my life isnt even mine.. I'm viewing someone else's. Yes i can feel the pain and i can feel anythjng they are but i am not in control" Y/N let out some heavy topics, After viewing horrible things and experiencing it made him just feel awful. 
      "But you are in control of yourself
y/n, you're moving your own body, your voice is being heard by your own thoughts and you're still here! You should never. And when i say this i mean never forget yourself. Don't stay too far from the path." Karl's words made y/n feel hopeful and not as doubtful, karl was right he is in control that made things a bit better for
y/n, karl was holding onto y/ns hands and then letting go after he said that
Y/N looked down and then back at karl only to look back where the L'man tree stood. There was wilbur sitting and observing. That's right. He needed to tell Karl. 
      "Karl'' karl looked at y/n confused, y/n was stuttering at his words so he closed his mouth to think, he didn't finish what he said.
      "Yes?" Karl questioned. Y/N cleared his throat and prepared for the worst.  "Wilburs alive… but-but! He.. he's been hiding with me. Only tommy and tubbo and techno plus philza and i guess ranboo i believe only know he's alive.  I'm afraid of ruining something if I show him alive to people.. is it ok if he comes out more with me or.." Y/N admitted to karl who seemed rather happy that wilbur is back, he chuckled and nodded. 
    "Yeah he's fine! It won't change much i believe and i already knew it was going to happen. Now the only problem with that is um, I think you guys didn't follow the book instructions. He'll have side effects but not too much!! Just um oh honk, uh what was it.. OH! His ghost abilities, he might still have some of those and if not and his been normal then there isn't much to worry about promise, just some side effects for a bit but other then that wilburs fine until he dies again but he's in safe hands with you." Karl said with a smile making y/n nod. It had gotten late, sapnap and quackity came back for their beloved husband, Karl and Y/N waved a good bye and went their separate ways.

      Y/N saw Wilbur at the prime path and both walked home hand in hand to the portal to go home. 
  " that was a long talk with karl." Wilbur chuckled making y/n roll his eyes. 
       "Karl was rambling about time traveling and it appears that whatever is happening to me is somewhat natural..? I don't know exactly and he also asked what i was.. i dont know what that will do but the good things are you can come out of the house more with me but for the record, please tell me where you are at all times, love.." y/n said looking anxiously at wilbur. Wilbur seemed to have been surprised to hear that he can leave the snow biomes now to see everyone. 
       "Ew, people and that's just great now I don't have an excuse to not see Tommy, great thanks y/n  wilbur rolled his eyes pretending he didn't care about anyone it made y/n chuckle. As they got home, Philza was out watching Ranboo pick up dirt. Both men looked up to see that the two boys had come back. "Welcome home!" Philza chuckled at Ranboo waving at the two men who were now closer. As they got closer y/n felt his head split. He held his head and hanged onto wilbur, his nose started to bleed, the slow bleeding turned into a full blown river making y/n cuo his nose in his hand and breath through his mouth making wilbur come to a halt to help y/n, he took off his coat and held y/ns head to his coat to soak up the bleeding, philza noticed something was up and ran to them along with Ranboo. When they got their y/n body felt dizzy and his head was spinning, he was losing a lot of blood.
         "Why is it when... something good finally happens I get.." before y/n could even finish his sentence his eyes slowly started to close and when they did he could hear wilbur tell y/n to get up and open his eyes but he couldnt, his eye lids felt heavy and then he passed out on the snowy floor. In wilburs arms.

      He woke up now with different clothes, and different skin? His skin was an aquatic green skin with a blue tinted shine in the sun, his skin was smooth and soft like scales, he had gills on his neck but could still breathe fresh air, his body felt very awkward. He looked around seeing that he was on a boat and noticed how it moved with the water in a way. Y/N got up and walked and saw he had no shoes on. He had webbed scaly feet, it made him cringe slightly. He got up the stairs to see a faun singing my jolly sailor sailing the ship. A creak in the floor boards alreted the person with their left ear raised up, the person looked slightly. 
       "Oh! Y/N you're finally awake, you don't mind waking the crew up would ya?" The voices sounded like a woman's voice, it was comforting, it reminded y/n of his mother. "Excuse me um Captain.. but uh i seem to have forgotten ya name?" Y/N asked with a soft voice, the Captain chuckled as she let go of the wheel, seeing that is was still in the same position made y/n axious that she wasnt holding it and came down the steps, her boots clinked like cowboy boots in away and the beads in random pieces in the fronts of her hair seemed to make shine and look rather lovley. She was now in view in front of y/n. as the wind blew showing her flowly white hair with the under hairs shined with diffrent colors of the rainbow made her look bad ass, if anything y/n was straight for this women. The Captain placed a hand out to shake with y/n, he nervously let his hand touch hers and shaked. She had a warm and determined smile. Then she spoke

      "The Name is Captain puffy, Welcome to the crew" 

//This chapter is short, ngl i thought it was longer BUT

What the honk!, thank you all so much for reading, im sorry for any miss spelled words, any is that arnt capitalized, I do try and make sure I dont spell anything wrong, i do check for anything that needs to be capitalized and hopefully it makes sense, thank you all so much for reading and ill see you all in the next chapter ;)//