𝒎𝒄𝒚𝒕 / 𝒅𝒔𝒎𝒑 𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒕𝒔

insecurities

dreamnotnap

hi, this is angsty
tw: insecurities, angst, just sad

if there was one thing dream hated, it was the fact he was part sheep. it's not that he didn't like having a beautiful mom who cared for him who was also a sheep, he just didn't like the thought of being part animal. it sucked for him, he despised it. he also didn't like his green eyes, green eyes were rare, he hated being rare. his hair annoyed him, his body annoyed him. he just hated this. another thing? he could go on, his freckles he hated them, both of his boyfriends loved them, they thought they were cute, dream did not.

he had enough of this, he went into the bathroom and looked at himself, he saw so many insecurities. everything he hated his boyfriends loved. his stupid scars from stupid battles (not those type of scars, they're ones from like techno), his freckles he hates, everything he despises. he wanted to cry, but he won't, he couldn't.

his stupid conscious won't shut up. he wanted to scream.

that was when his boyfriends came in. he looked over at them and saw saddened faces, he didn't want them sad.

"you ok bubs? what's wrong?" george walked into the bathroom and sat on the counter looking at dream.
"i hated myself so much.." he whispered between choked sobs.

sapnap came in and hugged his boyfriend, but being careful as to not burn him by accident.

"hey, its ok, we all have our problems, you're perfect" sapnap whispered into his ear. this broke the taller lover down. he sat on the floor and hugged his knees, with both of his lovers on both sides, hugging him and telling him he's loved and they love him.

"why do you guys love me..?" he asked with a quiet voice.

"because you're beautiful" george cupped the tallers face and kissed him softly.

"no I'm not, I'm disgusting, I'm ugly, I'm just terrible."
"you, are none of those things, you are beautiful, you are handsome, you are amazing, you are funny, we love you because you're you" sapnap was the one to kiss him now.

"we have our insecurities too. i feel as tho I'm going to accidentally burn something. i feel like I'm too fat or too ugly but you both tell me differently. i always think my thighs are too big but you both love to lay on them and mark them you horny fucks, but you make me feel loved" sapnap looked at dream.

"i feel to small and pale, too skinny, but you both tell me better things about me, i also hate these stupid wings and how my eyes are different colors and how I'm fucking colorblind but you both tell me nice things"

"thats because you're cute, gogy"

"shut up sappy"

"i love you guys, so much, I'm sorry for being like this" dream said, softly crying.

"we love you and want to help you, it's ok cause we're sometimes like this as well"

"don't be afraid to come to us"

they hugged in the bathroom ad soon fell asleep. their asses would be sore in the morning tho.