𝒎𝒄𝒚𝒕 / 𝒅𝒔𝒎𝒑 𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒕𝒔

i cant express what you do to me pt. 2

dreamnotfound

tw: mild panick attack, a little more crying, kinda yelling

george passed out.

what was dream supposed to do now?

dream laid george down in his bed and left him to rest, dream didn't know what caused his panick attack, but he was going to fins out later. because for now he was going to let george sleep.

time skip to when george wakes up

dream was in the living room distracting himself by looking at twitter.

while george was still in his room sleeping, he soon woke up. his head was bounding, he had tear stains on his soft cheeks. he blinked a couple times then looked around to his surroundings, he noticed his was in his room again, how did he get here? george started to think about dream and how long he was gone for, and started to breathe heavily again.

dream looked at the time and thought it would be good to go check out george.

when dream was walking closer to georges door, he heard muffled crying and heavy breathing.

he knocked softly, "george? can i come in?"

he didn't get sn answer so he softly opened the door and saw george trying to muffle his crying.

"george.." dream walked over to sit beside george, "hey, can you look at me?" he asked ever so softly.

georges big doe eyes looked to dream emerald green ones. dreams heart broke a little. he didn't like to see george so upset, what caused this?

dream tried to speak as softly as he could because he didn't want to trigger another panick attack, "hey, can you follow my breathing?"

george placed a hand to dreams chest because that sometimes helps, and he tried to follow his breathing. after a couple of minutes, he breathing calmed down a little bit, he was still crying and breathing heavy, just not as bad.

"do you want a hug?" dream asked. george looked at dream with wide eyes and immediately looked away.

dream kinda frowned and lightly grabbed georges chin and softly turned his head to face dream. george looked kinda scared.

"im not going to hurt you, sometimes hugs help, would you like one?" he asked softly. george just kinda looked at dream, then softly hugged dream and hid his face in the crook of dreams neck, taking in his scent.

"when you are ready, can you tell me what happened?" dream asked softly, just above a whisper. all george could do was give a little nod.

after a couple of minutes, george pulled away from dream. george sat there looking at the floor trying to think of the right words to say.

how can he express what dream does to him?

he's not good with this type of shit.

he's not the affectionate one.

he can't express what dream does to him.

"george?" dreams voice brought george out of his thoughts and he looked at dream, "are you ok?"

"ya, im uh im fine.." george turned back around and kept trying to think of what to say.

he can't.

he doesn't know how to.

george breath started to pick up again, fuck.

"hey, come here." dream gestured for george to go back to dream and hug him, which george did. but it felt... weird? not a bad weird but... just weird.

"there you go georgie" dream chuckled. god damn it.

george groaned and got up, pacing his room as dream just sat there confused.

"i can't, i don't know what to do. you" george turned to face dream, "you do something to me. but i can't explain it and i can't accept it."

george started to breathe heavy again. god fucking damn it. george stopped and took a breath.

"what are you talking about?"

george turned and faced dream, he didn't even know.

george chuckled, "you do something to me and i cant express what you do to me"

dream was kinda shocked. he stood up and walked to george.

"how would you express to me your dying love?" dream chuckled and george just groaned again.

"you won't even take it seriously! i was worried about you. i thought you were robbed or murdered!"

dream looked at george, eyes a little wide. that wasn't all he thought.

"you were worried? why? i was fine."

"well how would i know that? i can't just go "oh ya dream is fine, hes ok, im being anxious for no reason" no! i can't! thats not how it works!" george was getting frustrated cause he's not good with this.

dream was shocked, "thats not what i meant-"

"well its sure seemed like it!"

"youre hiding something, you tell me everything, what are you hiding?"

george was scared, he didn't know what to do. he fell to his knees and just hugged himself silently crying.

"george.." dream knelt down infront of george and offered his arms out. george tried to repress it and not give in. it hurt.

george winced, "george please" george just let dream put his strong arms around him. he was so warm,he smelt like sandal wood and... mint? chocolate?? damn this man kinda smells good. george chuckled sadly.

"george"

he hummed in response.

"i won't hurt you, ever, i won't leave you or abandon you. I'm your best friend and always will be" best friend. not what george wanted to hear but its better than nothing.

"i know.."

time skip because this is going no where

george pov (ooh)

"dream"

"i-"

how do i do this? ive never been affectionate like this.

"fuck, you do something to me and i can't express it. i don't know what to do."

"i hate that you do this to me."

"but i also love it"

"it makes me feel safe, feel like im home"

"but i get too scared. and try to push you away"

"because i just don't know how to express how much i.. "

i took a breath. why was i even doing this? im not the one who should be doing this.

"george- what are you trying to say?"

"i can't just say it!"

"why not?"

"because- b-because-"

"is there another way you want to do this?"

i looked at dream who was walking closer, i couldn't move, dream was basically right infront of me, inches away.

"i.. i um.." i looked to dreams lips. how pink they were, although i couldn't see pink, i couldn't explain how soft they looked. i just wanted to kiss them.

"kiss me" dream said softly.

"what?" i looked at dreams eyes.

"i said kiss me" i looked back at dreams lips and leaned in. dream also leaned in and soon, our lips connected.

i couldn't believe it. i was kissing dream.

after a few minutes we pulled apart and looked into eachothers eyes.

"you have no idea, how long ive wanted to to that."

"i have some idea"

we both chuckled and kiss once again.