MAKE ME GO(Completed)

Make Me Go: Painful Journey 1

Mina

I closed my eyes and stretch my body.Chaeyoung and I has been working on a project together with my team.It's less awkward than I thought It would be, thanks to my team and Chaeyoung's professionalism

"Here,drink this.It'll calm you"

I opened my eyes and saw Chaeyoung handling me a cup of coffee.I was too surprised.I can't even react at the moment

"Close your mouth,Ms.Myoui"

"S-sorry—"

God,this is so embarrassing but I was more embarrassed when I felt her grabbed my hands and gave me the coffee

"Hey,you're spacing out.You really badly need this"

"Oh,y-yeah..t-thanks"

Fuck,what's happening to me.I felt my cheeks went warm.Am I blushing?arg!This is really embarrassing. Wake up,Mina!

She nodded and turned around and went to her table.

Chaeyoung and I shares my office for the meantime. Her table was just a few steps away from my table but somehow it makes me feel shy and uncomfortable. It's awkward for me

I took a sip on my coffee and turned my gaze back on my monitor and start working again.I'm about to call Chaeyoung and ask for her opinion about something when I heard her phone rang

I didn't mean to eavesdrop or something but she's really just few steps away from me and that means,I'll be able to hear everything whether I like it or not

"Hey babe..really?oh that's good..yeah..okay,I'll pick you up later.Don't skip your lunch okay?..I love you"

I heaved a deep sigh and tried to concentrate again but I can't.It's funny how I easily get hurt just hearing her conversation with Somi

"Hey Ms.Myoui..it's lunch time,aren't you gonne go out and eat some lunch?"

Ms.Myoui..I chuckled mentally.She used to call me baby but now she calls me Ms.Myoui just like my workmates does.How ironic life is

"Ms.Myoui?"

"Ah,sorry.What is it again?"

She looked at me blankly,emotionless

"I said it's lunch time.Aren't you going out for lunch?"

"Ah..No,I'm still full"

"Okay,I'll just take my lunch with Sana unnie and Tzuyu"

"O-okay"

I closed my eyes and sighed again.I'm actually a bit hungry but I'm too shy to share a lunch with her.I'm still feeling so guilty about everything.I didn't even still apologized to her because I simply don't know how

There's too much to apologize and I'm too embarassed to even talk to her about work stuffs so how much more if it's something personal,right?I'm sure I'll only end up embarassing myself infront of her

I ignored my growling stomache and focused on my work stuffs.I chuckled when I realized I even forgot to ask for her opinion about something

Great.Keep it up,Mina.keep spacing out

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It's now three in the afternoon,but I'm still here in my table working for the same design over and over again.I'm staring at the unfinished design on my monitor for almost two hours or so yet I'm still out of ideas