Waves of ocean

Chapter 09

"You're not my type" He emotionless said.

Napapahiya akong nagbaba ng tingin sakaniya at dumako na lamang ang aking kamay sa seatbelt na nakapalibot sa katawan ko. Dahan dahan ko itong kinalas bago muling tumingin sakaniya.

"I'm sorry to tell you that, I was just telling the truth..." I immediately looked back and closed my eyes hardly, fearing my tears might flow.

This embarrassing moment with him.

I can't help but to feel the pain.

"Ah... siya nga pala sir, una na po ako" I tried my best to gave him a smile but it was faded when he speak.

"Don't gave me a fake one"

"I–I'm sorry, sir. I was jus-" He cut me off, by handling the paper bag on me.

"Don't worry about that.. I'm not going to make you pay of it.. It's my early christmas gift" He said.

"Thank you, sir" I said and went out of  his car.

"Be ready.. I'll pick you up later" He said before closing the window of his car.

I watched his car ran away before opening the gate, painfully. Now I realized that boss is always a boss. I can't escape the reality that he's still my boss even I have this feeling.

He's like my dream, it's hardly to reach. I can't afford him. He was a successful person while me? I'm just a simple person with a lot of dream. The dream that unsure to reached.

Pumihit na lamang ako papasok at walang ganang inihilig ang ulo sa maliit na sofa. I know that he'll never comfortable with me. Alam kong pinandidirian na ako ngayon ni sir Cy sa nasabi ko. Masyadong lumaki ang ulo ko kanina dahil sa mga matatamis na papuri nila.

I got a butterflies on him yet I got a pain too.

"You will be a successful person, too, azaira" I told myself in front of the broken mirror. The broken mirror that can reflect the feeling I was feeling right now. "You can do it! You can be! You will be! We can be! Just fight for it!" I added, still in front of the broken mirror.

I immediately looked down and wash my face with a running water, coming from the faucet. Pinunasan ko na 'to ng tuyong towel pagkatapos, at diretso sa maliit naming kwarto.

I fixed myself before putting a light make up on my face, getting ready for tonight.

Hindi ko alam kong anong oras ako susunduin ng boss ko. Mas gusto ko nalang mag ready ng maaga para hindi na madagdagan pa ang galit nito saakin.

I applied a light make up and blush on on my face. Nilagyan ko rin ng hindi kakapalang lipstick ang mamula mula kong labi. Pagtapos ay pumihit muli ako sa lalagyanan ko ng mga damit.

I get the paper bag we bought earlier and pick one of them to wear. Bahagya naman akong napangiti habang tinitignan ang mga ito, at isiping siya pa ang bumili. But at the same time it was hurt, remembering the embarrassment moment with him.

You're not my type...

Mariin kong pinikit ang mga mata at huminga ng malalim dahil sa naisip kong kahihiyan. Hindi ko alam kung paano ko ngayon haharapin si sir Cy gayong ganoon ang naging usapan namin kanina.