twice X Fem Reader Randoms

when i thought it was real- Jeongyeon

The faint buzz of my phone echoes around my room, causing me to let out a slight groan in annoyance. Who would dare be calling me at this time? It's too early in the morning for gods sake! It's literally…. 3:47PM…. Still way, way too early!

I hesitate for a second but pick up my phone to answer without looking at the caller ID.

"Hello y/n?" An unknown voice comes to my ears.

"Hello?"

"Can we meet up… I need to talk to you, desperately"

"Urm…. Yeah? I guess. Wait who is this?"

"Jeongyeon"

Oh… that's who, now I feel dumb for not recognizing her voice. How could I not know my own girlfriend's voice. I mentally facepalm before talking again.

"Oh yeah, for sure. Where and when?"

A slight pause occurs, some whispering comes through the phone's speakers.

"Ah, can I come to yours actually"

"Yeah, come Whenever. I'll be here"

I hang up before zooming around my apartment, cleaning up the mess I've left from the previous day so she won't be annoyed.

After picking up the mess that made my place look like a zoo, I immediately jump back into my bedroom to put on something other than my PJ's, joggers and a hoodie will do just fine.

I swiftly replace my old clothes with the new ones I picked out, putting away the ones I just had on, then head to the living room again.

I slump down onto the couch, turning on the TV to put on something random in order to keep me entertained until jeongyeon arrives.

I flip through channels, documentaries, movies and kids shows until I land on one I don't mind all that much.

Halfway through watching the movie a ring at my door indicates someone is here, most probably jeongyeon.

I open the door with a warm smile, opening it even more to let her in.

"Y/n" Jeongyeon starts, staring at me dead in the eyes. I hum in response, she takes one breath in but an even bigger one out. She sits on the couch, her hands cramped together as her expression becomes serious.

"Y/n, we've been together since our trainee days up until now, to the point where we're both idols. We've had our great times but it needs to end" Jeongyeon looks down as if she's unsure of what she's doing right now.

I realise what she's doing. It's not like I didn't see this coming though, I just would have liked it to last a bit longer. Is that too selfish? Am I too selfish for wanting that?

"Y/n we need to stop, we need to…" she pauses again, still looking unsure of her words."we need to break up"

My eyes begin to build up a base of tears, as do hers for some odd reason.

"Jeon, I… I respect your decision. I hope you have a great life and can find some who makes you as happy as you made me" I bow respectfully before heading to my room, assuming she'll leave shortly after.

That ended fast, i never would have even thought it would end like this.

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It's all been a mess since then, I've been a mess. My manager has noticed my behaviour and has known about our relationship from the beginning. 

She understands what it's like to be left by the one you love, she lost her husband in a plane accident during a storm and she's now a single mother of three.