Chapter 4: Moon vs. Sun

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I can't continue to be your moon when you're already chasing for the sun, and if that happens I guess we have to continue writing our happy endings separately.


I am happy for them, but yes I'm hurting pero I'm still cheering for the both of them. Ganun talaga siguro when you love someone you need to let go, especially na both of them are your loved ones.


Yung isa best friend mo and then the other party is your cousin, pero ako andito lang sa gilid, and it's one hella love story after all.


Damien: Wow babe choosy ka pa talaga ha, karma pa talaga ako para sayo. Tsaka hoy ang swerte mo nga sa akin kasi I treat you like a queen, never akong tumingin sa iba, never ako  naghanap ng iba and even we encounter such fights I never ever let a day pass na hindi tayo nagkakabati, at tandaan mo you're already a part of my future, everything that includes you, is a part of my plan. Remember that my future Mrs. Cruz.


ang funny lang talaga ng mundo, no? Because I've been thinking the same, I've been planning my future with you kaso too late na nga pala. Here I thought, I could make a novel with you but then you're writing every chapter of your life with her.


London: Ang sweet talaga ng baby ko, ito naman eh joke lang. You know naman na I've been thinking the same right. You'll be my first and you'll be my last. You'll be my entire journey in this lifetime babe. I love you.

Damien: I love you.


I love you too...


Lia: Hay nako napakaharot, bakit niyo pa ako tinawagan, when your about to flirt with each other, jusko, no need to tell me na I'm single. Nakakaumay sa inyo guys.

Damien: Umay ka diyan, ang sabihin mo inggit ka lang.

Lia: Tigilan mo ko Dam, namumuro ka na ah. Well ang totoo kasi niyan sadyang hindi pa dumadating si Mr. Right.


as a matter of fact it is you that I've been waiting for Dam, it just so happens na you're taken by someone I also cherish the most. I hate life, I hate love. Especially unrequited love, it is too ugly and sometimes you want to do all that you can, for your love to be reciprocated, but sometimes we have to learn our limits. We have to realize na if it's not for us, hindi talaga magiging atin and that is the flaw of life. 


London: Ano ka ba Ate Lia, in this generation bihira na lang makahanap ng Mr. Right exception na dun si Damien, wag ka mag-alala ate, I'll find someone for you. Someone who will complete you and fix all the broken pieces of you. And someone who will treat you right like how Damien treats me. I just wish you happiness ate.

 

London, I love you with all my heart, I love you because your my baby sister, at ngayon pa lang I want to say sorry. Ate is sorry because she loves your man and it's been ten years since I love the man you want to spend your future with. Ate didn't mean to fall head over heals in love with your man naman eh. If I could just resist these feelings, I'll definitely do so, kasi mahal kita and if may masasaktan man sa atin gusto kong ako yun because I don't want you to feel  how I feel when it comes to loving someone who wouldn't love you back. So I'm sorry, I'm sorry for loving your man. Don't worry ok, I won't steal him from you, despite the fact that I love him too much, I will always choose you, because if you are happy then ate is happy also, you're happiness is my priority London.


Lia: Thank you baby sister, pero sa ngayon wag na muna. I'm too caught up with my feelings pa eh, tsaka hindi pa ako ready for love London, it's too much to handle for ate eh. Siguro soon pero not now. I'll figure out something na lang muna.

Damien: Oo tama yan, kaya ikaw Lia wag ka makikinig dito sa pinsan mo ah. Wag ka muna magboboyfriend hindi pa ako handa. Tsaka hindi mo sure baka saktan ka lang nila. 

Lia:  Hoy Dam, ano ba kita ha? Tatay ba kita and who are you to decide for me, kaibigan lang kita bwiset ka.


that is right Lia, you should always remember na friends lang kayo. hanggang doon lang. Know your boundaries.


Damien: Oo pake mo ba, ako yung tatayo mong tatay habang si tito nasa ibang bansa.

Lia: Oh talaga, mas oa ka pa kaysa kay dad. Si dad nga nanghihingi na ng anak, tapos ikaw jusko napaka-protective mo naman yata. Kung ako sayo ang bantayan mo ay yang pinsan ko. Nako alam mo ba ang dami nakapila diyan pero ikaw ang pinili. Hindi ko nga alam ano nakita niyan sayo, bakit ikaw pa?


haahhaha bakit ba ikaw pa Damien?


London:  Ate stop bullying Damien, he looks like he's about to cry na oh. Nako ate akala mo lang brusko to si Damien pero pag kami lang, daig pa babae sa sobrang clingy. Kanina nga iihi lang ako pero parang gusto pa yatang samahan ako sa banyo kasi nga he will miss me daw.

Damien: Babe naman stop exposing me.

Lia:  Oh siya tama na, nagsisimula nanaman kayong maglandian sa harap ko and I don't deserve this haha, it's past 6:30 am na I need to sleep, I have a book to write pa, you know naman na sobra magpressure ang mga fans ko kung kailan daw ang sunod kong labas ng book.

London: Sige Ate Lia, fighting ate! Mornight hehe.

Damien: Bye panget, remember na andito ako pag nahihiya kang magkwento dito sa batang to. You know who to call panget. I'm always one chat away. Goodluck!

Lia: Thank you and Bye...




Note to self,


the moon and the sun can never be together,  

one can illuminate the day and one can glow during the night. 

every stars knew from the start that these two elements can never be together.

like us, I am the moon and you are my sun, 

but I know you die for the moon each and every night to let your true love breathe,

However, I wasn't your Luna after all.



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