Until Our Stars Collide Again

Chapter 1: If I could just turn back the time...

If I could just turn back the time, I would do so, 

kahit ano pang kapalit, kahit gaano kahirap, basta makasama ka lang....

A lot of people might think na this line would be very cringeworthy to say but when our time comes and we happen to fall in love with that certain someone kaso things didn't go the way you planned it, because may biglang dumating sa buhay niya na kayang ipagsigawan sa mundo na mahal siya and you were too late for that role. Masyado ka kasing natakot. Masyado kang nakampante na andiyan lang siya lagi. Hindi mo na isip na kahit anong oras o panahon kaya siyang maagaw ng iba. 

You were too scared to risk everything.

You were too scared to totally fall in love with this man.

Kaso hindi porket mag-bestfriend kayo that doesn't mean that he will forever choose to stay by your side. Especially kung wala siyang kaalam alam sa feelings mo and how the way your heart beats every time you saw him.

So to end this class, I would like everybody to remind themselves na life is short, hindi lahat ng bagay makukuha mo lang sa isang tingin o sa simpleng ngiti, because all things should be earned with effort and hardship. That is all class, goodbye and keep safe.

Goodbye Lia ani nila

By the way, ako nga pala si Lia Alvarez, your Love Guru. Weird ba pakinggan? Well, magtiis kayo since yun ang dahilan kung bakit ako mas sumikat as an influencer. A lot of people kept requesting some advices sakin until then mas dumadami na rin yung nanghihingi pa so kinareer ko na rin why not diba.

pero you know what's weird, yung kaya kong masolve yung love life ng ibang tao pero when it comes to my own love life parang ang hirap niyang iguhit. Parang laging komplikado. Parang laging hindi pwede, kasi yung taong gusto ko, hindi kailanman nakikita ang aking halaga,

best friends lang naman kasi kami,

masaya naman kami, masaya kami tuwing magkasama kami. Masaya kami kasi meron kami ng isa't isa. Basta ang alam ko kontento na ako makasama ko lang siya, kaso naghanap pa siya ng iba. Akala ko kasi masaya na siya sa akin. Akala ko hindi niya kailangan ng iba kasi andito naman ako. Kaso parang mali yata yung masaya lang. Siguro kasalanan ko rin bakit hindi ako nagsalita, pero kasi hindi pa ba halata,

hindi pa ba halata na gusto kita Damien?

Ang hirap kasi, ang hirap hirap magtago ng nararamdam, kaso natatakot ako na mawala ang lahat ng ito sa oras na pakawalan ko ang tatlong salita. I wouldn't risk our friendship. I can't lose you, I can't lose someone I cherish so much to the point that I'm starting to make him as the center of my world.

kaso yun nga pinangunahan na naman ako ng takot. My fear always steps in, and steals my strength unknowingly. Sa sobrang takot ko, ayun naagaw ka na ng iba sa akin. Pero ayos lang, at least I can see you smile like there's no tomorrow. But baby it hurts so bad that I wasn't the reason of your smile. 

Back then I was contented, with just looking at you, but now I want you mine, but again the world isn't rooting for the two of us, so maybe in another life, wait for me.

If I could just turn back the time,  kung kaya ko lang talaga, hindi ko hahayaan na madulas ka sa aking mga kamay, kahit ano pang kapalit, kahit gaano kahirap gagawin at gagawin ko basta makasama ka lang hanggang dulo....

kaso mukhang ayaw talaga ni kupido, kasi mukhang tinamaan kayo ng pana, 

pero bakit sa pinsan ko pa? Bakit si London pa?