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part 14

EVA POV
once i opened the door i immediately scanned her face to just find her drained. she looks so broken, tired or exhausted, she looked like hell. "y/n" i pouted and she looked down. i pulled her to me and held her as she cried "i'm never good enough for anyone, i don't make anyone happy, i don't want to be here, eva i'm so tired. " she told me and it broke me "it's okay you are strong" i told her and held her tighter and guided her to the couch and straddled her. "y/n you're so unbelievably outstanding but you don't give yourself enough credit. you make everyone so happy, knowing you're alive and huggable makes everyone so happy. if you need to get help, you'll have support. if you need to sleep, people will hold you. i believe in you" i told her and she squeezed me tightly. "you're more than enough" i whispered in her ear and she whimpered. anna and dev soon came down and they looked so sad. i didn't even know i was crying until i touched my cheek. " thank you eva" y/n said and continued to take deep breathes into my neck. i put my hand on her cheek and rubbed it "your okay" i told her and she leaned into my touch. "y/n i love you" dev spoke up and i felt y/n smile in my neck "i love you to dev, i love all of you" she said loud enough for everyone in the room to hear. "wanna cuddle" i asked her and she nodded, so i got up and layed on the couch. she soon got up and layed her head on my chest "i got you, you're safe now" i told her and started to scratch her head. i looked up at anna and she was looking down at her rings "anna she will be okay" i told her and she started to cry. dev comforted her and started crying too.
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y/n woke up a bit ago. she's just sitting looking at her hands "are you hungry" i asked her "no i'm okay" she said still looking down. i hate seeing her like this, i especially feel terrible because i know i caused this pain. "y/n when was the last time you ate" anna asked and y/n just looked at the ceiling. anna was about to say something else but y/n got a call.
Y/N POV
'hello' i said answering my mom 'hi baby can you come over' she asked 'yeah mom is everything okay' i asked her 'ill talk to you when you get here' she said 'mom you're scarring me. what's going on' i asked worried 'just come over i love you' she ignored my concern 'i love you too' i told her and got up. "my mom says she has something to talk to me about so i'll see you all later" i told the girls and anna got up "i'm coming" she told me "okay" i nodded and everyone ended up coming.
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we got to my moms and i knocked. usually i'd just walk in but i knocked this time. "hi nena" my mom snapped me out of my thoughts. i noticed her dark eyes almost right away. "oh my gosh look at these beautiful women" my mom focused her attention on dev,anna, and eva. after she gave them hugs she gave me one, a long one. "mami whats going on" i asked her as i pulled away from the hug "sit down" she told me but i started to loose my patience "okay what the fuck" i blurted and quickly sat down. "i know it's been rough but um your papa has dementia" she told me and my leg started bouncing. "baby calm down" she said and patted my leg "i'm fucking done" i said as i got up and walked out the door. i needed to go for a walk.
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it's been 2 hours since i left, i walked in the house to find everyone still there "i'm sorry" i said and looked down. i went up to my mom and gave her a hug, if anything she's terrible right now. we just hugged for a bit. i then got up and kissed her forehead "where's papi" i asked her "he's upstairs, him and i got into a argument" she told me and looked down "are you okay" i asked her and she nodded "okay i'll go talk to him" i told her and looked at anna who took my mom into her embrace. i walked up the stairs and knocked on the door "father your favorite is here" i yelled and he opened the door "i'm in a bad mood sorry" he told me "why what did mom do" i asked "she's been off these past 2 days and she won't tell me what's going on so i lost my patience" he rolled his eyes "papi papa has dementia" i told him and he immediately ran downstairs. "oh my gosh i'm so sorry" he quickly took my mom into his arms. i smiled at them, it's crazy how they're still inlove after all these years. "i think we should head out" i told the girls and the nodded, i didn't even say bye to my parents because they were in their own world right now. my smile faded and i didn't even notice, i think i need help. mentally. "y/n we're getting food now" dev said sternly "sheesh i'm actually kinda scared of you for once" i said and she glared at me.
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we got food and we're currently eating on the jah table. "well your life seems great" anna blurted and i nodded "excellent" i sarcastically replied and eva hit anna "stop being a bitch" eva said and hit anna again. "fight fight fight" dev said and i smiled, then i heard a notification on my phone and looked at it. "no.fucking.way." i said in shock "what" they all said and looked at me "madison beer just dm'd me" i said and looked at anna who's mouth dropped. "bitch what did she say" dev said and tried to grab my phone