Y/N POV i woke up to being peppered by kisses. "goodmorning baby" eva said then continued to kiss me. "goodmorning" i said and flipped us over so i was peppering her with kisses. i stopped after a lot of laughing and just stared at her. "absolutely gorgeous" i whisper to her and she blushes. "okay let me go workout at sway" i say trying to get out of her tight grip "no wait can you just skip today" she wines "just two hours" i say and she pouts. "fine but i'm only skipping today" i give in and she smiles. "did you write music when you were in rehab" she asked me "yeah a lot actually" i confess and she nods. she looks up at my and we make eye contact "gosh i need to make you mine again" she says and kisses my neck lightly. "i missed you so much eva you don't even understand. but i'm scared, what if i mess up or you do or-" she cut me off "baby i'm so serious when i mean i want you and only you" she tells me "i can picture us in a house with dogs and kids, us, i only want to picture us because you're all i ever want. i promise you y/n i didn't realize how lucky i was to have you until you left, and you were right. we needed time apart and i know for sure i want you because i swear i'd go crazy without you" she confesses in one breath and i smile at you "did the eva cudmore confess to wanting a future with me" i tease her and eye turns red. "she did" she says and i smile. "okay let's go brush our stinky breath" i tell her and pick her up. i walk into the bathroom and set her down on the counter. she pointed to where the spare toothbrushes are. we brushed our teeth together and i peed "you're standing like that one emoji" i tell eva and she laughed. (🧍🏽♀️). i finished and washed my hands. "i uh, there's some people in the rehab place younger and older than us. i might go back like just for visits to see them and make sure they're all okay" i tell eva and she smiled at me. "you just get better and better" she whispers. "i wanna take insta pics because i'm pretty sure my supporters think i'm dead" i joke and she nods.
swayyyy noah: y/nnnnn come back so we can take pictures y/n: okay let me let wifey know bryce: ouuuu wifey griffin: i thought i was wifey😩
i look at eva "baby i'm going to go take pictures with the guys but i'll come back right when i'm done" i tell her and she pouts. after a minute she agrees and i kiss her. i leave and go to sway. — "i like this spot" i tell the boys and they agree. we take pics then go get food. "we missed you y/n" blake says and everyone nods "i missed you all as well" i say and we all finished and headed home. on the ride i posted on insta.
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y/nusername: hi babes! i haven't been active because i went to rehab :) i promise you all i'm great now but i wasn't before. advise: if you aren't mentally okay seek for help. no one will ever judge you when you're in need of it! learn to love who you are and what you want in life. you are worth it and if you ever need help dm me! i'm going to make music again soon hopefully, i love you<3 billieeilish: YESSS BBY I LOVE YOU ^reply: i love you too eva.cudmore: so proud of you baby ^reply: wouldn't be here without you my love ^user7: when did this happen justinbieber: very proud, big step to success ^reply: love you man — eva called me to come over so i am. i quickly changed into this
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i hope she's not thinking i'll leave again because i won't, i just needed help. i walked up to the door and knocked. eva swung the door open and jumped onto me, "hi" i said "hey baby" she says and i walk us into the house. "i missed you so much" she tells me and i sit us down on the couch "i missed you too" i say and then we go into a silence "you don't think i'm going to leave again, right" i ask her and she looks at me. "E i'm not going to leave again" i reassure her "i know but it's scares me" she says as she looks at the ground "i'm sorry that i scared you, i meant to, i just needed help" i tell her and she nods "i love you eva" i add and she looks at me "i love you too" she says and we kiss. "fuck i missed you so much y/n you don't understand" she confessed and i pull her into another kiss. so much for taking things slow, i already want her to be my girl again. i pull away from the kiss and pull her into a tight hug. "wanna go get food" i asked her and she nodded. i quickly stood up and ran to the door "WAIT I ONLY HAVE SLIDES ON AND I DONT HAVE MY WALLET" she yelled whilst laughing "i will pay and we're going through a drive thru" i told her as i put her in the passenger side of my car. i ran to the drivers side and started up my car. the radio played and i immediately heard 'if i ain't got you' by Alicia Keys, i grabbed evas hand and used it as a microphone. "SOME PEOPLE WANT IT ALL BUT I DONT WANT NOTHING AT ALL IF IT AINT YOU BABY IF I AINT GOT YOU BABY" i sing into evas hand and she blushes as she looks at me. "BUT EVERYTHING MEANS NOTHING IF I AINT GOT YOUUU" i continued to sing and she laughed. "this might just have to be our song" eva tells me and i smile "definitely" i say and kiss her hand. "i love you" she says "i love you more baby" i tell her and pull her into a kiss since we were at a red light. we soon pulled up to the mcdonald's and ate in the parking lot. we just enjoyed our presents, small talk here and there, but really enjoying eachother. — we just got back to jah and i have that song stuck in my head. "eva do you still have my guitar here that i left when i was playing at the fireplace" i asked her and she pointed to her closet. i quickly got up and slid into the closet, i seen the guitar case and snatched it. i went to her desk and sat on her chair as i tuned my guitar. "i'm going to make a singing tik tok because i can't get our song out of my head" i told her and she giggled. i looked up the notes and once i got them down i set my phone up and started the tik tok.
y/nttuser: bubba💗 eva.cudmore: i'm right next to you and still can't get over this video annashumate: come sing to me rn devynwinkler: dayummmmm brycehall: doing big things aliciakeys: girlllll oh my ^reply: i'm freaking out — "HOW DO YOU DO THAT" eva asked me "I DONT KNOW BUT ALICIA KEYS COMMENTED ON MY TIKTOK" i exclaim and we both jump on eachother. "i'm so so so proud of you baby" eva whispered in my neck "i'm so so so thankful for you, i don't know what i'd do without you" i whisper back and i feel her smile. "i want to marry you one day" i whisper to her and i feel her smile her bigger "i want to marry you one day too" she whispers back "be my girlfriend" i ask her and her head shoots up "yes yes yes a million times" she tells me and we kiss. "so i wrote a song for um bolt, my cousin, and his wife. i kinda want to release go to the studio and see what my producer thinks " i tell her after we kissed "that's a good idea, it will be good for you" she encourages me "yeah i'm pretty sure i'm going to the studio again tomorrow to get back in the groove" i tell her and she nods "you can come if you want to" i add sensing she was upset "okay we will see tomorrow" she tells me and i nod. i quickly kiss her again and put my head back on the pillow. — A/N: i've been so unmotivated i'm sorry for making everyone wait, i love you! ps- i might end the book soon
