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part 26

Y/N POV
i woke up to my alarm, i quickly shut it off making sure not to wake eva up. i stretched and slowly pulled out of eva's grip, i was in the bathroom when i heard whimpers. i walk back into the room and kneel down next to eva

"don't leave me"
"please don't leave me y/n"
"Y/NNN"

she yelled the last one and shot up gasping. i quickly pulled her into my embrace, "shhh beautiful i got you" i whisper in her ear and she starts to cry. "eva i'm right here" i tell her and she starts to calm down "i-i thought you left" she says and i kiss her "i'm not leaving okay" i reassure her and she kissed me again. "i want to go to the gym, then i'll be back to get you for the studio" i tell her and she nods so i kiss her again. she lays back down and i rub her back until she falls asleep again.
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i am on my way to get eva now, i had a good workout session with the boys. i pull you to jah and enter "hey everyone" i say and they all wave at me, i go to evas room and she smiles when she sees me. "hi baby" i say "hi bubba" she says and we share a kiss. "let's go, i'll get us canes on the way" i tell her and she nods a bunch. she's so cute. once saying bye to everyone we go to my car, i start it up and start to drive. i'm at a red light and i look over at eva who's already starring at me "hi i love you" she tells me and my heart warms "hi i love you so much more" i say and we have a whole disagreement because she believes she loves me more. we got canes and ate it at the parking lot. i started to feel nervous as we pull into the studio parking lot "you'll do great babe" eva reassures and i look at her "how'd yo-" i was cut off "i'm your soulmate, i know when you have to poop" she jokes and i giggle a bit. we exit the car and i walk into the building "Y/NNN" i hear and see my manager running towards me with his arms open. we share a really long hug and then walk into his room. i showed him everything i wrote during rehab and we had small talk, i had evas hand in mine the whole time.
EVA POV
"yeah but let me know on the feature and i'll see you tomorrow" i heard y/n say and i smiled, now i'll have her to myself. we walk out and it's already dark out, "how about we go get some s'mores stuff" she whispers in my ear and i nod eagerly. she always makes me feel loved even with the littlest things. "baby can ask everyone if their home" she asks me "of course" i tell her and text anna

eva: is everyone home?
anna: yeah
eva: s'mores?
anna: heck yeah

i smile and let y/n know.
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we just got to jah. y/n and cooper are currently setting up the fire and i'm just admiring her. there is a piano and her guitar is down here so i'm confused. "you're so inlove" dev says and i nod in agreement "i cant wait to marry her" i whisper and dev smiles "i love you two together" she says and we hug. "FIRES DONE" y/n yells as she dusts her hands off, oh i want her so badly. "you're so having dirty thoughts right next to me" dev says in disgust and i roll my eyes "YOUR NOT EVEN DENYING IT" she yells and runs from me. y/n walks over to me with a confused expression "what was that about" she motioned to dev "she's just being stupid" i tell her and she laughs a bit probably imagining what dev would've said "can i have a kiss" i pout and she kisses my pout away. "you can have as many kisses as you like" she tells me and i pull her into a hug, her phone dings and she looks at the message whilst smiling. no eva she wouldn't stop it. she runs to the door and swings it open "MY BESTIES" she exclaims and pulls people into a hug, i couldn't get a good view on who they were tho.
Y/N POV
i am having justin,billie,charlie,blackbear, camila and shawn come to jah. i talked to norm about this already and he said it was completely fine, it's for my music anyway. i would've had it at sway but they're throwing a big party.

billie : we're here shawty

i smiled and ran to the door "MY BESTIES" i exclaim and they all hug me. i pull away and anna walked downstairs at the exact moment, if you don't know anna is obsessed with blackbear. "come in" i tell them and anna looks up "y-y/n" she stutters out "surprise shawty" i say and everyone laughs. "EVERYONE COME HERE" i yell and everyone in the house runs to me "oh my" i hear all at once and i couldn't stop laughing. "sheesh" justin says and we all laugh "okay stop you are embarrassing yourself" i tell them and they pick their jaws up "OH MY GOSH THATS YOUR WIFEY" billie says and points to eva, all i do is blush. "simp" matthew (blackbear) whispered and i hit his head "okay that's cooper, sab, eva and don't try anything or i'll kill you, anna, dev, emma, and conner" i introduce everyone and we all got into our own conversations. charlie went to the piano and started to play someone you loved. "damn really tryna get us in our feels" camilla joked and i started to sing

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to save me

"PERIODDD" billie yelled and we all laughed

This all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy
I need somebody to heal
Somebody to know
Somebody to have
Somebody to hold
It's easy to say
But it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain
Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

"PLEASE THE CONTROLL" shawn yells and i hit head playfully

I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to
This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you
Now, I need somebody to know
Somebody to heal
Somebody to have
Just to know how it feels
It's easy to say but it's never the same
I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape
Now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
And I tend to close my eyes when it hurts sometimes
I fall into your arms
I'll be safe in your sound 'til I come back around

"bro what" i hear justin say

For now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
But now the day bleeds
Into nightfall
And you're not here
To get me through it all
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved
I let my guard down
And then you pulled the rug
I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved

"AHHH BESTIE" anna yells and i laugh "no auto tune needed" matthew hyped me up and i shook my head. everyone ended up singing songs and we all just hung out. soon enough we go to the fire and sit down, i brought my guitar out so we can chill. "any new songs y/n" shawn asks me and i smile "mmm possibly" i joke and everyone starts to attack me "FINE" i say and they quiet down. i look at eva and smile at her "ouuu a love song" justin jokes and i blush "okay this is called 'heart like yours'" i tell them and they nod so i grab my guitar and start to strum it

Breathe deep, breathe clear
Know that I'm here, know that I'm here
Waiting
Stay strong, stay gold
You don't have to fear, you don't have to fear
Waiting
I'll see you soon, I'll see you soon

"aww simp" i hear billie whisper and i smile

How could a heart like yours ever love a heart like mine?
How could I live before?
How could I have been so blind?
You opened up my eyes
You opened up my eyes
Sleep sound, sleep tight
Here in my mind, here in my mind
Waiting
Come close, my dear
You don't have to fear, you don't have to fear
Waiting
I'll see you soon, I'll see you soon
How could a heart like yours ever love a heart like mine?
How could I live before?
How could I have been so blind?
You opened up my eyes
You opened up my eyes
Hold fast hope
All your love is all I've ever known
Hold fast hope
All your love is all I've ever known
How could a heart like yours ever love a heart like mine?
How could I live before?
How could I have been so blind?
You opened up my eyes
You opened up my eyes
You opened up my eyes
You opened up my eyes

i finish and look up at everyone "AWW MY LITTLE SIMP" dev says and everyone laughs whilst i look down at my feet. i give the guitar to justin and he starts to sing and play stuff with billie. i felt someone sit on my lap so i look up to see my beautiful baby. "hi bubba" i say "hey babe that song was so cute" she tells me and i smile at her "i had alittle bit of an inspiration" i tease "oh really who may that be" she goes along "mm her name is eva cudmore and she is a outstanding" i whisper and eva blushes "well you'll have to tell me about her more" she tells me and i smile. i pull her down for a much needed kiss and then pull her into a hug. "you're so beautiful" i say and i feel her smile into my neck, i'm finally happy and it's with eva.
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everyone left a bit ago "let's cuddle" eva says and drags me upstairs. we got to her room and i jumped in the bed, soon after eva jumped on me. "i love you" i tell her "i love you too" she says and we share a kiss "i'm so lucky" i whisper admiring her "i'm the lucky one" she says and i shake my head "absolutely not i am definitely the lucky one" i reassured her and we kiss again, the rest of the night we watched movies and cuddled. i love this girl so much :)
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A/N: i didnt proof read