Forever & Always *Matthew Espinosa*

{12} All night, in?

Selena's POV
"Selena. You free tomorrow?" Angel asked as we were getting dressed In our pjs. I was wearing white emoji joggers with a black crop top. Angel wore black emoji joggers with a white t-shirt. I wore black vans and she wore white. And we had matching phone cases.

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"yeah. Why?" I responded. "Because we are all going out" she said emphasizing the word 'all'. "Where are we going?" I asked. "Remember those fake IDs that we got a couple months ago?" She said smirking. See, me, angel, and alexis all got IDs. And we were gonna sneak out to go clubbing, but we got too lazy and stayed home. I had totally forgot about the IDs till now. "Yes. why?" I asked. "For the same reason we bought them for." She said. I groaned in frustration. "Do I have to?" I asked really not wanting to go. "Yes. We are ALL going. Even matt." She said smirking. i texted matt and I said:

S: so u going clubbing tomorrow?
M: yeah. Hbu?
S: yes. Sadly.
M: why sadly? Haha.
S: bc I don't wanna goooo.
M: Angel or Alexis making u go?
S: Angel.
M: sucks to suck.
S: shut uuuuupppp.
M: you know u love me.
S: eh. U cool.
M: ... I will tickle u if you don't say u love me.
S: Ur not even here.
M: one sec. I gotta do something.
S: okay...?

<End of convo>

I put my phone down and turn on the tv. I go on Netflix and decide to put on American horror story. Since I've never watch it before. And Suddenly I hear a knock at the door. I get up to get it as I open it I am instantly picked up and thrown on the bed. I am scared at first but then I realize it's matt and he starts tickling me. I scream in laughter. "Say you love me!" He screamed. "Never" I shot back. He just kept on tickling me. "Mat-t *laugh* s-stop" I screamed. "say you love me." He insisted.

"You love me" I said jokingly. he stops. "Eh." he says and jumps on the other bed. We talk an laugh all night. And of coarse watch American horror story. And then he left. Thirty minutes went by and I got a text from matt. It read "meet me on the roof" I replied with a simple "k" and I got up and walked through the halls. And I couldn't help but feel nervous.

I felt like something was gonna happen. I go to the roof and Gilinsky is here? "Hey.." I say awkwardly. "hello beautiful." He says sweetly. "I thought I was meeting matt up here." I say confused. well he told me to keep you company while you wait for him." He says bluntly. I look around and suddenly I feel a pair of lips on mine. As they aren't matts. The worst part is I kissed back. I don't know what I was thinking.

And I pulled away when I heard my name. Matt. "What the hell?!?!" He says in a angry, sad, even confused voice. I fucked up. "And then all of a sudden a fist was thrown at Gilinskys jaw. And then anther toward matts face. And then a full on fight. I tried pulling them apart but it didn't work. I called cam and he ran up with nash. They pulled them apart and I was in full on tears by now. There was a lot of yelling.

"SHES NOT YOURS. YOU DONT OWN HER." Gilinsky yelled in matts face being held back by nash. "I WAS GOING TO ASK HER OUT TONIGHT. I ACTUALLY LIKE HER. IM NOT TRYING TO GET IN HER PANTS. YEAH, I SAW YOU TEXTING KIAN." Matt yelled back. Wait did he just say "you were going to ask me out?" I asked with my voice strained from crying. Everyone was calmed down by now.

Cam let matt go as Matt walked away. I really messed up. And I don't know how to fix it. I sat down and held my knees to my chest. And cried silently. I felt a arm around my shoulders. I look up and it's cam. I cry into his chest and we end up looking at the stars. "Why do I feel so bad? I mean, we weren't even together." I said looking at the night sky. "Because. You have feelings for him and you don't like to see him hurt." He said truthfully. And he's not wrong. Matt is perfection in my eyes. What did I do? And out of no where cam said, "Oh. By the way I have a girlfriend. her name is Jordan.
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hey guys. Sorry I've been lagging. And I skipped a week a few chapters ago. I had this project for English (got an A btw) and I didn't really have time to write. But now that the project is finished I have time. Don't worry. I will be posting every Friday's like u used to. I have good stuff planned for this book.