Forever & Always *Matthew Espinosa*

{14} matt?

Selena's POV
It's the next morning. Alexis and Angel left around 3 in the morning. After we are the pizza we went upstairs and smack camed nash and cameron. I can also see nash and alexis getting closer. They'd be cute together to be honest.
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Nash and cam have been acting weird all day. I'm just gonna ignore it. It's probably nothing. Anyways right now I'm on my lap top playing happy wheels. Because happy wheels is life. Nash and can are getting ready. They said they are going to the mall. And I told them to bring me back food. I'm hungry now though. I close my laptop and walk toward the kitchen. I make potatoes and bacon. I begin to eat when someone takes the bacon out of my hand. Cameron. "I will slit your throat if you take my food again." I told him warningly. "Aww look at our first big brother and sister fight" he said while making a heart shape with his hands.

I roll my eyes and walk up to my room. I begin to get ready I pick out my clothes. I take out my cameron Dallas floral crop top from his merch website (camdallas.com ;)) and high waisted black shorts with white high top converse.

I get in the shower and wash my body in hair. Then I just sit there. I don't know why but I stare at the wall. All these questions are running through my mind. What is matt doing right now? Is he thinking about me? Does he miss me? Does he still like me? I feel a tear go down my cheek. Then another. And then I broke down. It takes me a few minutes to cool down.

But I eventually do and I get out. I dry myself and get dressed. I brush out my hair and let it dry. Then I put on makeup. Nothing much. Just mascara and eyeliner. I let my hair dry naturally. I waited a hour and my hair is wavy/curly.

I grab my black purse, keys, and walk out the door locking it behind me. I walk to the nearest starbucks. And I get a cotton candy Frap. And I just keep waking around. I ended up at the beach. I sat down in the sand watching the sun go down. It's so peaceful and then I get a text.

Convo

Cameron: where are you right now?

Me: the beach. Why?

C: with who?

M: no one. Why?

C: no reason. What time will you be back?

M: um. Later on tonight.

C: okay. Cool. Text me when your coming back. Okay?

M: okay. Tfios moment bruh.

C: Ur stoopid.

M: stupid*

C: I meant to do that.

M: it makes you seem stupid.

C: goodbye selena. 😂

M: bye camcam.

C: -_-

End of convo.

I sit there and someone taps on my shoulder. I turn and I see a teenage girl. Looks about 13 maybe. "Hey. Omg. I'm a huge fan I love you so much." I instantly smile after she said that. "I love you too. What's your Twitter?" I ask wanting to follow her. "

"Espinosagottabooty" she says. My smile fades slightly at the thought of matt but I keep smiling. I followe her and saw her name was Brittany. "So Brittany how long have you been watching my videos?" I asked. "Around a year and a half" I hug her and tell her thank you for her support.

I hang out with her for another hour and decide to get going. I say my goodbyes and tell her I'll Dm her. I text cam telling him I'll be there in about 30 minutes. He says okay.

I walk for twenty minutes when I see a car stop next to me. It's alexis. "Aye senla (her nickname for me) get in." I get in and say "wazup sixela" she laughs and says, "nothing just driving a looser home." "Oh so we are driving
you home?" I say with a stupid grin. "Actually yes" she says. My face probably looks confused now. "Am I getting kidnapped? I thought we were taking me home..?" I say laughing.

"Well we need to get you ready for the party." She says. Ugh. "I don't wanna party right now" I say truthfully. "Well that sucks doesn't it?" She says like she's fighting the urge to laugh. "Why does that suck?" "Because. It's at your house" she says laughing. "WHAT?" I yell. "I can't believe this. Cam is dead. I'm gonna kill him." "Yes. It was cams idea" she says laughing. "ALEXIS" I scream accusingly at her. "I'm sorry but there is a surprise for you there" I groan. We reach the front of her house and walk in.

I curl my hair and change from my cameron crop top to a silverish colored one. We walk out the door since alexis was already ready. Once we get to my house my blood is boiling. My house is trashed. I'm not cleaning this. Simply because it's too much work. And I'm kinda lazy. I walk in and alcohol and smoke enter my nose.

I walk around a bit looking for cam. But I run up stairs and walk in my room to see a couple making out. "Out" I say and they both walk out shyly. I lock my door and go back downstairs. I bump into some guy and I look up to see... "matt?"
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So hope you liked this chapter. I felt like it was kinda crappy. But I try. Anyways, I heard Jack Gilinsky and madison beer are dating? And I'm honestly sort of mad about it but I guess being mad about it isn't gonna change that their dating Soo yeah. But have a good weekend. I love you all.