Forever & Always *Matthew Espinosa*

15: party time

Matts POV
"Matt?" Was what I heard as I was standing around looking for someone I know. I turn around and I see her. She looks different. Still beautiful. Stop matt, you need to get over her.

But I can't. She's just too perfect. I just can't get over her. "Umm hey" I said scratching the back of my neck awkwardly. "Hey.." She said staring at her feet. "Listen, I'm sorry about what happened in New York. I wasn't thinking and it all happened so fast. I really like you matt and I know I probably screwed everything up but-" I couldn't take it.

I grabbed her face and smashed my lips into hers roughly but gently. I shut her up the best way I knew how, my lips. It felt like it was, I don't know how to explain it. But it felt amazing. She's amazing. But I can say one thing. It felt like we were the only people at that party. And thinking out loud was playing faintly in the background. We finally pulled apart and I looked in her eyes and saw so many emotions.

Happiness, relief, excitement, and love. Does she love me? I hope so. I really do.

We walk over to the bar that was set up by I'm guessing cameron and nash. And we take a seat and ask for four shots. We don't wanna get wasted.

But we do want to have a little fun. The bartender, hired by one of the guys, brought us our shots. I look at selena and I began counting down with the shot glass in my hand. She didn't realize and quickly took ahold of the glass.

I laughed slightly at her cuteness. "3...2...1" we immediately but the glass to our lips. It was pure vodka. I'm starting to feel a burning sensation down my throat. I take the other shot and see selena take it too. We ask for the same amount again and repeat the process.

I'm beginning to feel a bit tipsy. I grab Selena's hand and take her to the dance floor. She giggles and continues to walk with me. Good girls was playing and we just dance to the music. It instantly reminds me of the concert.

And how that night, I told her my feelings. I look at her and she was probably thinking about the same thing. She smirked at me and kissed my lips quickly. Now, oh Cecilia by the vamps was playing. Shawn was in this song with them as well. Selena started singing the lyrics. I took this opportunity to record her with my phone.

Oh Ceciliaaaaa, your breaking my heart, your shaking my confidence baby, oh Cecilia, I'm down on my knees, I'm begging ing you please to come home. And a few minutes into the song shawns voice came through the speakers. Selena's eyes had widened. Anyone can recognize shawns voice. He's honestly one of the best singers I've heard. She stared running around looking for shawn. When she found him she jumped on his back and yelled. "SHAWN. I HERE YOUR VOICE ON THE SPEAKERS." he laughed and you could tell he knew she was a little drunk.

"Yes selena. I am. But I'll be right back" he said and walked toward the sh and handed him his phone and a different song started playing. It was a duet, between selena and shawn. They were singing something big. Selena looks at me and runs to me. I am still recording all of this. But I stop recording and put my phone away. "Matt.... that's me" she slurred. I nod my head and kiss her nose.
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We walk upstairs to her room because we got bored. We were looking through photo albums. She was telling my the stories behind all the pictures. And then it was a magazine picture. Of two kids. A girl and a boy. It was me.

"Why do you have a picture of me?" I ask confused. "Huh? That's me with some other kid, when I was into modeling." She said confused as well. "Wait. That kid is me. Does that mean we've met before?" She looks at me like I just asked her 'hey, wanna go spray paint you school?' "obviously matt" she says shaking her head laughing.

"Hey. Let me show you this funny YouTube video." I said. "Yeah, sure" she said beginning to walk toward her computer. I get up as well. "What YouTube video?" She asked. "Shawns new life of the party music video" she smiles and types it in. The song starts playing and she looks at me. I look at her, with her beautiful eyes. And I took her face and leaned in. Our lips touched. And it got heated pretty quickly. I pushed her up against the wall like a masterpiece. And we still continued kissing. I started walking to the bad not breaking the kiss and selena broke the kiss to say "I don't want this to go to far" "and that's okay with me" I said and kissed her forehead. She smiled and we connected our lips again. 5 minutes later we were just cuddling and falling asleep.
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Selena's POV

I woke up with a small headache nothing too bad. I got up and took medicine to relieve the pain. I look at my bed and see matt. I leave a glass of water and the pill by the table so he can see it.

I grab my black skinny jeans and a white California shirt. And a red flannel. I grab other necessary items. I walk into the shower and wash all the sweat off my body. I get out, dry myself, get dressed and let my hair dry naturally in its waves.

I see matt is up and he's on his phone. He looks up and smiles. I smile back at him and say "good morning" "morning weirdo" he says back I laugh and say, "I'm gonna go grocery shopping really fast and buy food for breakfast. Be back in a little" "okay" he smiles gets up kisses my on the cheek and walks into the bathroom. "Drive safe" he says and closes the the door. "I will" I say and walk out of my room to see cam and nash cleaning up.

I smile at them and grab the keys "going grocery shopping for breakfast" "okay" they say in unison. I walk out the front door and into the car. I drive to the Walmart that's near my house. I lock the car doors and walk in. I get A LOT of food. Because I'm spending the week with 3 teenage boys and myself. And let me tell you. We all eat A LOT. I buy the groceries and take them to the car. I shit the trunk and get in the car to drive home.

I get out of the car and grab a few bags. I open the door to the house and yell "guys I need help bringing in the groceries" all boys are up and ready they walk out side and bring in bags. I begin to put them all away.

We are done about 20 minutes later. "Matt. can you cut the potatoes?" He nods and grabs the potatoes. "Cam come here" I walk In the other room with him. "Who's idea was it to bring matt" I asked smiling. "Who do you think?" He asked in a duh voice. "Alexis?" He nods and says "Angels too."

I need to thank them. I walk into the kitchen and started making bacon. I also make cream of wheat. And once matts done with the potatoes, I season them and start cooking. It takes about an hour for the food to be ready. And once it was I started serving them. All the other guys left and are staying at a hotel or with angel or alexis.

I put the food on the table. And we all got the same amount of everything. I call out, "boyssss, food is ready" 3 teenage boys run into the dining room and begin to pig out. I sit down and eat my food like a girl. Then I give up on that and start eating like them. We are all done in about 10 minutes and we all put our played in the sink and wash our own plates.

We turn on tmz and see that jack, jack, and matt are on it. I laugh and record it on snapchat. I get matts reaction and he just says, "I DIDNT KNOW THEY WERE TMZ" we all laugh so hard our stomach hurts. I honestly love these moments. I love them all.
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Hope you like this chapter. It made me a lottle hungry tho. But talk to you guys next week. Love yaaaa.