Hey, its been a while since i have been here .
It's 2021 now . We are still in a pandemic . So you know how this fcks your mind up right. But it's okay . We can get through this together.
Since i'm in here, i wanna share my thoughts. A piece of my mind .
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When i was young, i had a vision that i would be married to the man of my dreams and have kids at the age of 21. But as i was about to enter the age of 22 and recently broke off a 5+ years relationship, my vision changed. I finally felt that i was not ready to be married or have kids.
I got the inspiration to write this in the shower tbh . As i was showering, i thought back on why do i ever feel like i need to be married and have kids by this age ? Is that the only purpose i have in my life?
After i broke up with my ex bf, i had a feeling that im not ready yet. To be a mom or a wife. Hell im not even ready to be single. But here i am single after almost 6 years of having a relationship. I guess thats when it hits me.
I didn't know how to enjoy my own company. I didnt enjoy my life fully. Ive been investing my energy for my relationship with my then partner. Now its time to focus on ME. Its time for me to find myself . Get to know ME. To Love Me. Cause if i dont love Me who else would?
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PoetryStories and feelings that i bottle up inside that i never told a soul . Raw unedited feelings . A place to escape from the prison that is in my head. A place to share my thoughts that no one cares to listen to . Somehow has become a person to confid...
