I feel like I'm on autopilot.
Every morning, my body automatically rose and got out of bed, shower, etc while my mind is still stuck in bed. All I could think of is how I want this day to be over and done with.
I'm always in a pensive mood. Little things annoy me, like how I could hear the Tiktoks my sister's watching. Or how small things could me furious. Recently, I've been trying to distance myself from everyone. I just want to be alone. I want peace and quiet. I just need a break from life itself. It's so draining that it switched my Autopilot on.
Nowadays, all I feel is a numb feeling almost none at all. Mind you that I'm not even on meds. Sadly no one notices that my condition has worsened. Heck, they don't even notice if something is wrong with me. It's true what they say I guess, they only care when you die.
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PoetryStories and feelings that i bottle up inside that i never told a soul . Raw unedited feelings . A place to escape from the prison that is in my head. A place to share my thoughts that no one cares to listen to . Somehow has become a person to confid...
