22:44,7/7/19-Pain

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Seeing a family trip pics of my uncle's family and my dad's broke my heart .
The thought of us ever going on trips like that shatters me cause i know it would never happen , not in a million years .
Seeing my dad so happy in the picture broke me and shed my tears.

Then it hit me ,does my stepfather's daughter see me as a villain, a replacement of her as i see dad's new family ?

Does she feel the hurt and betrayal? Does she feel the hatred that was based on emptiness and longing of a father's love ? Does she hates herself for feeling that she is not good enough to keep the family together ? Cause i do.

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