My mental health has been declining this past week.
I don't even know if it's hormones or my mental health.
But I feel so alone.
I feel like everyone around me is moving on with their lives and I'm still stuck here.
Unhappy.
I for one am stubborn and egoistic. I don't want to reach out to my friends cause I know that they are busy with their own lives. They probably are fighting with their own demons as well. So I don't want to add the burden.
Plus I don't think they care enough to check up on me. I don't blame them though. Did I ever check up on them and really ask if they are okay?
Am I selfish for feeling so alone, unworthy, and tired of being the only one who put in the effort to comfort others? Who is going to comfort me when I needed it? Nobody showed up for me.
Everyone just saw me as a strong independent woman who doesn't seem to be having problems in her life. I may not be clinically diagnosed with mental health issues, but don't I deserve the comfort of others when I'm at my lowest?
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PoetryStories and feelings that i bottle up inside that i never told a soul . Raw unedited feelings . A place to escape from the prison that is in my head. A place to share my thoughts that no one cares to listen to . Somehow has become a person to confid...
