Hey, if you're reading this please note that it has triggers. Please read with caution.
I write this on my unstable sensitive day and I'm holding back my tears as this doesn't help me relieve whatever it is that is making me emotional and unstable. I'm sorry if this chapter triggers something in you.
Enjoy my perspective point of view :)
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It's the feeling that makes you go crazy and the confusion with the voices in your head saying am I crazy? am I losing my mind?
It's the sleepless nights and the being restless, it's as if I'm crazy. Am I?
I've read the symptoms of the mental illnesses and I feel like I have them but I don't want to diagnose myself and I don't think I'm not sick. I don't want to be that person that's using the mental illness card.
I wanted to go to the doctors then what do I say to them? how do I say that I need help?
On some days I would feel like rainbows and sunshine but the other days, it's like a thunderstorm. Is that normal or am I going insane?
With all these feelings bottled up inside me and my mind not being too helpful for the voices keeps saying that I am going crazy!
As I'm writing this, I'm trying my best to hold back my tears as I don't know what I'm sad for what am I mourning for. I was crying on my way to work for fuck sake! I was crying as I was driving! It's fucking unsafe.
Honestly, I don't know what's wrong with me. Am I sick? Insane? or am I perfectly normal?
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PoetryStories and feelings that i bottle up inside that i never told a soul . Raw unedited feelings . A place to escape from the prison that is in my head. A place to share my thoughts that no one cares to listen to . Somehow has become a person to confid...
