Because I love you... | JJK

Five- Because you got f*cked

Chapter 5

"I said I was sorry"

Jimin continues to ignore me, he was so extra sometimes. "I was with a friend and I couldn't talk I'm sorry" he huffs and continues to look through the rack of clothes "If it helps I ignored Jungkook too, so see you both are equally ignored by me" he glares and I chuckle "Fine I'll just go then but know that I love you and I am sorry"

I start to walk away knowing he'll stop me at some point. I'm surprised when I almost get to the front of the store "What friend?" I smile and turn on my heels "Nope you don't get to know that the only thing you get to know is that it wasn't Jungkook" he huffs again "Fine, I'll forgive you if you sleep over tonight"

I groan and look up at the ceiling "No i can't I have work and you always make me late" he groans, I'm sure we both look like two brats in the middle of the store but it's okay. "How about I take you to your favorite mochi spot? I'll even buy" he pouts but agrees so we leave the shop.

"Was it hoseok?"

"No Jimin now stop, I don't get why it's so important anyways. Plus I said I was sorry"

"It's important because you got fucked"

I stop and spin around to slap him, we get a few glances but he ignores them. "How did you know that and keep your voice down!"

"I've known you sense we were fifteen it's safe to say I know the look you get when you just had some good dick. Now who is it?"

My cheeks feel hot but he just stares at me all intimidating like, it was kinda hot when he did this but I'd never let him know that. "Jimin can we please drop it, so what I slept with someone I am very single and lonely I can do that kind of stuff. Plus you don't know him so it's pointless to tell you anyways"

Again he just stares at me and it's making me feel bad cause he low key looks hurt. But as I've said I am very single and Jimin goes on dates all the time. I never once made him or even Jungkook feel bad about dating other people so I never got why they always had to make me feel bad even when I talked to a guy. It wasn't fair.

"Fine be pissed off at me, I'm getting Mochi though so you can stand here and be rude or join me. Your choice"

I walk away not wanting to play his little game. Yes I know he has feelings for me and I may have had those feelings for him here and there but I refused to date him. I didn't wanna lose him. None of my boys, they all meant too much. I'd rather silently hurt and see them with someone else who made them happy, I was content with loneliness.

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Jimin ended up coming with but continued to be a brat, but thankfully he had other plans and ditched me. His mood swings were a bit much for me sometimes. So I ended up back at my place, I needed some alone time anyways.

I decided to take a hot shower, it was one of my favorite things to do. Yes it was very simple every day thing but it was also a vulnerable place for me. I did my best thinking in the shower I also had a few good cries in the shower, it was just a comfort thing I guess. After my shower I dried my hair and put on an oversized shirt and some underwear, it was time for some trash tv and mochi.

Right as I settled in there was a knock at the door, it couldn't be Yoongi he had told me he'd be gone for a few days visiting his mother and Jimin had plans. That left one person, Jungkook.

"What are you doing here?"

He smiles and pushes past me, I shake my head and lock the door. "So you ignore me for days and just show up? There better be goodies in that bag for me or you have to go" he chuckles and plops his ass down on my couch. "Sorry about that I was working, my next album is coming out in two months you know" I smile and clap "They approved the songs?"

He smiles and nods, I clap my hands and then lean down to hug him. "I'm so happy for you I know how much you wanted those two songs on the album" he hugs me tighter and pulls me down on his lap. It was a bit too close for comfort but he just smiles "You were the first person I wanted to tell" I smile and push his hair from his face. He was so handsome and sweet sometimes. "I'm happy for you"

I quickly get off his lap and pull my shirt down a little more, he eyes my legs and raises a brow "Oh stop I wasn't expecting company tonight I'll go put on shorts" he chuckles

"Don't put them on on my account. You can take more off if you want" "Ha Ha" I mumble making my way back into my room to find some bottoms. So much for my me time.

"I did bring drinks though and matcha ice cream just for you"

I poke my head out and smile "yay me!" He chuckles and gets up "please just come stay at one of my places" I roll my eyes as I slip on some shorts and make my way back into the living/dinning area it was small I get it but it wasn't bad. "I like it here so nah" I duck under his arm and open the cabinet to get some cups, clearly he doesn't know where things are. I turn and look up at him and suddenly feel small. "What?"

He just continues to stare at me and smiles, it makes me nervous cause we haven't been close like this in a long time. "Jungkook" my voice comes out almost in a whisper, he shakes his head and steps back. Well as much as he could the kitchen wasn't really a kitchen I guess.

"Sorry, I just Uh...I don't know...sometimes things feel a little too natural with us I guess"

I lower my head not really sure how to take that "Do you need space from me?" "What? No. No of course not that's not what I meant" he says before lifting my chin to look up at him.

"I guess sometimes I can see it..ya know?" His hand drops from my face and now runs through his hair. "You know like us..I can see it" I frown and he smiles "Jungkook..."

"I know I was just saying, come on let's drink and bring the ice cream. I'll even let you watch one of your stupid movies"

I watch as he quickly moves back over to the couch and pulls out his phone. I felt upset and heartbroken, I didn't like seeing the sadness in his eyes. I hated how much I loved and cared for him sometimes. But nonetheless I get the ice cream, cups and some spoons and pretend like that whole little moment didn't just happen.

"They're not stupid"

I mumble plopping down next to him, he smiles and tosses his phone on the table "where is Naomi tonight?" I can tell he's giving me a look but I just look straight and search for a movie to watch. "Out I guess" I nod as he opens the ice cream and helps himself.

"Everything okay?"

This time I look at him, he nods and stuffs his cheeks. I can see it in his eyes though "hey, I love you you know that? And I'm so proud of you"

This causes him to smile, his eyes sparkle making me smile more "I love you too y/n"

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