Because I love you... | JJK

Fourteen- Jungkook...

Chapter 14

Two weeks had finally passed and today I was picking up Jungkook, I wasn't sure why I felt nervous to see him but I did. We didn't talk about the dan situation, I just told him that I was okay and that we said our goodbyes. I know he wanted to know more but I didn't think it was necessary to share every detail. What we had was special and took a lot out of me, I didn't want that to define or have any play on my life from here on out.

I see him exit the private entrance and I smile, he looked so good. His hair was still long but tied back in a cute little pony while a few loose strains hung randomly. He had on a white long sleeve shirt that was clinging to his body which was different for him cause he always wore bigger shirts. It looked nice, suited with his black jeans and some boots, I missed him more than I thought. I wave and see his bunny smile as he hurry's over to me.

"About time you come home"

I tease, he chuckles then swoops me into his arms and spins. I feel butterflies in my stomach but I do my best to push them down. "I missed you so much" he breaths, I bite at my lower lip.

Feeling his lips brush against my neck made me feel weak "I missed you too" I mumble back. He pulls back and looks me in the eyes, I feel flustered so I quickly avert my eyes and wiggle from his grasp. He chuckles then gently places me back on my feet.

"You look good baby girl"

I slap him and look away feeling my cheeks get hot, I may have fixed up a little bit nicer than normal. "Get in the car loser" he chuckles and places his bags in my truck and then quickly gets in the passenger seat.

"Feels so good to be back, I can't wait to sleep in my own bed and eat some good food"

I smile and reach in my back seat before we take off "Ta Da! I knew you'd be hungry, that's just to hold you over though" His eyes sparkle when he sees all his favorite snacks "your the best" he grins before leaning over and kissing my cheek.

"Yeah yeah eat up"

I play it cool but I smile feeling the heat from his mouth still on my skin, I hope these feelings would pass soon or at least not be this strong.

"So you're really doing okay?"

I glance over and see him stuffing his cheeks "Yeah I'm okay, still a little sad but I'm okay" he nods I can feel him watching me closely though. "Hey...I love you" I roll my eyes and smile over at him quickly "I love you too"

The drive is quiet most of the way, I keep catching him stealing glances at me and every so often he'd place his hand on my bare thigh which made it hard to concentrate. I knew I should of worn pants, it was warm out though so a skirt seemed fitting. "Oh I almost forgot to tell you" I smile as I pull into his parking space. "I moved"

Jungkook sits up and looks over at me "Wait really? Where to? Please say here with me" I shake my head and laugh at the flirtatious look on his face "I'm not just going to move into your apartment without telling you, but my new place is closer it's only two blocks from you and I guess it's a small upgrade from my last luxury apartment"

He rolls his eyes and I laugh "Anything was better then that place, but I'm happy you are closer to me. If I wasn't so sleepy I would have you take me there to go look." He yawns "Maybe tomorrow though yeah?"

I nod and then get out of the car, he follows and then the doorman runs over to get his bags. His expensive ass, I roll my eyes but follow the two up into his penthouse. After he tips the man he closes the door and turns towards me

"Your dinner should be here in like five minutes I ordered from your favorite place. But I think I'll head home so you can rest"

He ignores me and grabs hold of my waist, I inhale sharply as he pulls me into his chest. His eyes are intense as he stares down at Me and I can feel my heart pounding against him. We just stare at one another before his hands slid to my back and hold me against him. I can hear his heart beating just as fast as mine and yet he seems so calm holding me.

"Please stay with me"

I can feel myself losing control so I take a deep breath and pull back a bit. "Just tonight, I missed you and I don't want to be alone" he looks so adorably sleepy and yet still incredibly sexy, without thinking I caress his face and watch as he nuzzled into my palm. His eyes slowly shut as his lips pull into a small smile, what was I doing?

"Okay um but just tonight, I need to run home though I don't have anything here"

I pull my hand away and his eyes open, he licks his lips and moves closer to me. There is barely any space between us now and I feel so panicked

"Stay...you know I love seeing you in my shirts...Let me just enjoy that little bit in pretending you're all mine for the night"

"Jungkook..."

My eyes are wide as he moves closer and yet I don't pull away my heart I'm sure is ready to combust, his lips gently brush mine barely touching as my eyes close. I can feel his hands pull me even closer and his right hand slips a little lower than usual almost grabbing at my ass. I can feel the excitement building in my womanhood.

Ding

We both jump and I quickly move away as he sighs and goes to opens the front door. I feel like I'm panting and I'm extremely flush, so I quickly go to the bathroom to try and calm myself. Staying the night was definitely a bad idea, there was no telling what might happen if I do. I touch my lips softly and smile thinking about his lips gently brushing mine. I can't believe I didn't stop him.

Why didn't I stop him?!?!

I take another deep breath and make my way back out into the living room. Jungkook already has the tv on and two plates on the coffee table as he takes out all the food I had ordered him. He glances back and catches me staring, he smiles "come eat baby girl, you ordered enough for an entire family"

Relax.

"Well usually you are starving when you come back from your trips"

He smiles as he starts to stuff his cheeks, I always enjoyed watching him eat. "Thank you for always taking care of me" I chuckle and sit down next to him "Someone has to"

Fuck.

I love him too much.