Because I love you... | JJK

Eleven- him

Chapter 11

Jungkook's POV

I had looked for y/n all day and night, I don't even know how many times I called her and texted her but for whatever reason she was avoiding me and it was killing me. I had no other choice but to call the one person I hated, Jimin.

I call his number and wait as I sit in some lounge at the airport. I'm upset that I didn't get to see y/n or hug her one last time before I go, she always sends me off when I have to leave for the states.

"I was waiting for your call" I roll my eyes when I hear his voice. I don't know why the guy irritated me so much but he did. "Is she with you?" He sighs, I can hear him shut a door before he speaks again. "Yeah she showed up here a few hours ago"

"What's wrong? Why is she avoiding me? Did I do something? I don't understand why she won't talk to me"

"As happy as that makes me cause she was avoiding me to...it has nothing to do with either of us. She got a text yesterday morning from him"

My heart starts racing and I feel instantly pissed off. "What the fuck did he say?" How dare this asshole just show up back into her life. "That he's back and that he wants to meet up and talk about what happened" I can feel my face getting hot and I'm clenching my phone so hard I'm surprised it doesn't break.

"Talk? Oh now he wants to talk? He fucking left her Jimin. He left her at the worse possible time, did you know she had a miscarriage and was devastated about it and when she told him he basically told her he wanted to see other people"

I was fuming. The nerve of this asshole, I can hear Jimin sigh "Yeah I remember Jungkook you weren't the only one who was there for her. But we can't force her to not see him, you know she won't listen anyways." I sigh knowing he's right, my leg won't stop shaking I want to leave and go find this fucker. "I think there is more to the story though"

"What do you mean?"

Jimin sighs "I mean he was getting deployed, I think maybe he in his own way was trying to let y/n go cause he didn't want her to wait for him" I tsk I couldn't believe he was trying to defend this guy. "They were engaged Jimin, y/n openly said she would go with him and that she needed to be with him because she was so lost about the baby"

"Wait..they were engaged?"

"Looks like she didn't tell you everything. Well unfortunately for me I knew and seen everything...and I did my best to help her heal and move on. She's finally doing good for herself why the fuck did he pick now to come back into her life"

I glance over and my manager gives me a look as to lower my voice. I sigh frustrated but take a deep breath. "She really loved him Jimin..." I say defeated. I hated him from the moment she introduced us because he was living out what should have been my life with her. He broke her and made her feel less of a woman and I couldn't stand to see her so down on herself. It took her a whole year just to even remotely get over the situation and somewhat back to normal. I know it still haunts her but she does better at dealing with it now.

"I know...I remember. Listen I don't want her to see him either but maybe she needs this closer"

I sigh again feeling annoyed of course this would happen when I'm leaving. I won't even be able to be there for her for a month. "Maybe, just for me please...keep me posted. I know she won't want to tell me shit cause she knows how I'll react" I can hear him sigh but he agrees he'll keep me updated on the situation. After that our call ends and I have to board my flight, I quickly text y/n before I take off though.

"Baby girl just know that I love you and that You deserve so much better. Call me anytime you need me, I don't care about the time difference. Just be safe and really think this whole thing through...please"

My heart races when I see her typing right away.

"I love you too, please be safe and I'm sorry"

I smile reading the first four words over and over again but I still felt uneasy about the whole situation.

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Jimin's POV

I smile over at y/n as I set the phone down "Thanks, I couldn't tell him...he gets so mad" I nod and sit down next to her "It's only cause he wants the best for you, we both do" she weakly smiles at me and then covers her face.

"Is it true? We're you guys really engaged?"

I hear her sniffle and my heart breaks, I know how in love she was with this guy. It was hard for me to watch but I was happy for her. It was nice seeing her smile and be so grossly in love with someone else, he made her feel something that I couldn't and I was always envious of that.

"Yes...he purposed to me on that last trip I took out to see him." I can hear her voice break and I instantly reach for her. "I just never understood how he can be so in love with me and plan out our lives together to then switch two weeks later and decide he wants to break things off with me that he didn't feel the same as he once did before about me"

I feel angry hearing her sob into my arms. It never made sense to me either, he was madly in love with her we all seen it and then he got stationed in the states for a bit and everything changed within the month.

"I never told him about the baby...Jungkook thinks I did but I never...I only told you and him"

I kiss her forehead and hold her close, I don't know what to say to her so I just hold her and let her cry. I tried my best to forget about those two years because honestly they were the worse two years of all our lives I'm sure.

"I think I want to see him...I know you both hate him and don't want me to but..." she takes a deep breath and wipes at her eyes. "I still miss him sometimes and I know that sounds so stupid but...I can't help myself" I take a deep breath I knew she would want to but hearing her say it makes me feel nervous.

"I'll support whatever you want y/n...just please be cautious and think about it before you agree to anything" she nods as I pull her back into my chest and hold her.

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These next few chapters
Suck cause I legit just went
Through all this and I still
Stupidly miss my person
Dont fall in love people