Chapter 10
The next morning I wake up in Jungkook's bed, normally I would never sleep in the same bed but I guess I passed out on the couch and he moved me here. I'm happy to see that I'm alone when I do wake up though, I run my hands over my face and mentally scold myself.
I wanted to give him space and we did the exact opposite last night. Why did I let him hold me and cuddle me so intimately? And what was with the new nick name and why did I like it so much? I couldn't cave I really couldn't.
"Good Morning"
I look up and inhale sharply, Jungkook is all wet and glistening from the shower he just took. His towel is wrapped so lose and low that I can almost see the parts of him I didn't really need to see or maybe I did want to see...no no.
We can't go there.To top it off he's smirking as he runs his fingers through his dark damp hair to push it out of his face. His eyes are intensely watching me and I have to force myself to look away. "Morning" I mumble looking down at my lap. I take a breath and quickly get up and start to look for my clothes that I was wearing last night.
"Your clothes are in the wash baby girl, go ahead and take a shower and you can just put on some of my clothes until they're done"
Again that name.
I groan and he chuckles, he reaches for me but I quickly move past him and into his bathroom making sure to lock the door behind me. What the fuck was going on? Why was he acting like this? And why was I allowing it? I turn on the shower in hopes of clearing my head while I'm in there.
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Once I'm clean and in Jungkook's shirt and some sweats of his I make my way to the kitchen. I can smell the food but I freeze when I see Naomi with Jungkook. Fuck.
I needed to leave but how was I going to do that? If she seen me she would clearly be upset and if Jungkook wanted to be with her I didn't wanna cause problems for either of them. I glance at the front door and then at them her back was to me so if I'm quiet maybe they wouldn't see me.
I make sure I have my phone and keys in my pockets and see that my shoes are still by the door. I can do this, they were clearly having some intense conversation and thankfully Jungkook had some low music playing so it wasn't so quiet.
I tip toe my way over to the door, I take a few glances back and see Naomi holding onto Jungkook. His head is down and I take that as my chance to make a run for it. So I quietly yet quickly make it to the door and grab my shoes before I do my best to unlock and open the front door.
"This isn't about y/n"
I faintly hear my name before I make it out the door. I sigh when I hear it shut kind of loudly, I'm quick to slip on my shoes and make a run for the stairs I didnt have time to wait for the elevator.
Once I'm outside I take a deep breath and feel my heart start to steady a bit, my phone goes off almost immediately.
Jk: why'd you leave? Where did you go?
Y: I didn't want to ruin your chat with Naomi so I snuck out. Good luck!
Jk: 🙄
Jk: I made us breakfast you didn't have to leave
Jk: you know I'm leaving tomorrow night I wanted to hang out with you today
I sigh and tuck my phone away before I start to walk towards my place. It was a long ass walk but I needed to clear my head. Jungkook deserves to be happy and he won't find that with me. Please please let him find happiness. I silently pray to myself as I continue to walk.
Maybe it was a good thing he was leaving tomorrow we needed the space and he needed to focus on his album release and tour. I needed to focus on work as well, this would be a good thing for the both of us.
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Jungkook's POV
I can't believe she left, everything was going perfectly until Naomi showed up. I wish I never answered the door. I sigh throwing the food I made in the garbage, I didn't feel hungry anymore. I really wish she would give this a chance, but I knew why she held back and I knew why she didn't want to be in a relationship anymore.
I really fucking hated that guy.
He's lucky he disappeared on her the way he did because if I ever got my hands on him I'd surely kill him for hurting my girl the way he did. I wish she would just let all that go and move on from him so she can see how perfect we are together.
I hated how unworthy she felt all the time. I glance at my phone when it lights up, my heart races but when I see it's not from her I toss it back on the counter.
I'd be gone for a whole month, I really wanted to spend the day with her. I know she was starting to feel things for me, her body was reacting to everything I was doing. Normally if I were to be half naked in front of her she'd make some smart ass remark and tease me but this morning she was frozen.
I mean I have been working out more and I guess she hasn't seen me like that in a year or two but still it wasn't like her to act the way she did. Fuck it I'm going over to her place. I quickly throw on some shoes and make my way to her place, I'd force her to spend the day with me if I had to.
Once I get to her place I try to walk in but the door is locked, I knock a few times and hear nothing. "Y/n open up it's me" I listen but don't hear anything.
"You just missed her"
I look over at some blonde haired dude, he's directing some movers into his place and then heads my way. "Y/n I mean, you just missed her she left maybe five minutes ago" I nod and eye him
"Who are you?"
He smiles and extends his hand "Yoongi, her neighbor or ex neighbor now. All thanks to y/n I get to leave this shitty place" I raise a brow and he smiles "Let's just say she helped make my dreams come true, she's Truly an angel I owe her my life"
What the fuck did she do for this guy? He did look oddly familiar though.
"Wait...Hoseok...you're working with him now right? Your uh...Agust D right?"
He smiles widely and it's oddly adorable. It didn't match his intimidating demeanor. "Yeah! I just sighed with Hoseok, you're Jungkook though right? I enjoy your music I'm looking forward to the new album" I smile and nod "Thank you, um do you happen to know where y/n was going?"
He shakes his head "No she seemed kind of upset though, I asked if she wanted to talk but she said she was fine and then gave me a hug and left"
I sigh and nod my head "Well thanks anyways and I'm excited to hear your stuff. Hoseok played me a bit of your demos, you're pretty talented" he smiles wide again and thanks me.
Where the hell can she be and why was she upset?
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