Your POV
"You locked me up for four years I don't exactly want to talk to you especially since you tried to kidnap me again." I say. "I know and I'm sorry. I couldn't face you like that. It was the only way I could keep you safe." He says. "Eren told me everything so you don't have to explain." I say. "I know that he did it's just I have somethings to explain to you personally." He says. "Why should I listen you obviously you don't care about me or any of us." I say.
"I did it because I wanted you to be safe for certain. If I wasn't there I couldn't protect you. If you needed help I wouldn't be there to have your back. I just care about you a lot. You meant the most to me so I needed you at my side. I needed to know that you were okay. You know how dangerous it is over there. Here you have way less chances of dying. Plus if the plan worked out we could have been together safe building a life together." He says stepping forward.
I step back this is so stupid why is he torturing me. "You didn't have to do that though. We could have been happy in the walls." I say. "You'd be completely fine knowing that there's a world out there that you could actually be safe in. That you don't have to worry about titans destroying everything. That you could die any day." He says.
"I'd rather have that. I'd rather be living in the walls that were safe for a hundred years. You were so nice and kind. You made me believe you were this great guy that I could trust and depend on. That I could feel safe around but in reality I couldn't. I wanted to be with you. I thought about it. I thought it would be best not to only because we were soldiers. That one of us would just be crushed if one of us were to die. That's not how it turned out though. The guy that I thought I was going to have a future with was one of the reasons why we went through that hell for all those years. Instead he lies to me. Tells me everything will be okay. That we'll defeat the titans and take back the walls "they" destroyed. I was so stupid to even think of having a future. That I would be able to have this happily ever after. It never works out that way though. If only you didn't if only you weren't in denial. That we were good people. That you were just like us. Now things have to be difficult. Now we have to fight just to feel right in our decisions." I say.
"You have every right to want to kill me. I want to die. I want to be freed from the sins I committed." He says. "I can grant that." Levi says coming through the door. "I just need to say a few things and do a few things." He says. "You better make them quick." Levi says. "I know that you don't trust me you have every right not too. I just want to do something for you. To at least be able to forgive myself for hurting everyone." He says.
Levi looks at him. "You'll be on our side from now on giving us intel. That is what we need. Obviously Eren can't do that anymore. So this time you'll be on our side. You know that (Y/n) can read you like a book now. So don't screw it up or all the things you want to do will be ignored." Levi says. I just stare at Reiner. "Anything to make things right. I want to make it up to you especially you (Y/n)." He says. I want him to suffer. "You'll give me children the sooner the better. It's what you wanted more than anything. To have a family with the one you love most." I say. He's shocked.
"What are you doing?" Levi asks. "I remember when we were at the lake. We were telling each other what we wanted most after all this titan crap is over with. You said you wanted to go back home and have a family. To treat them better than what you had. By the looks of it that was your plan. Go back home take me with you and us start a family. I know you were telling the truth not because you said you weren't serious it was the look you had on your face. The look you gave me." I say.
"I..." He says. "So it is true. You also said you'd never abandon them. You've wanted this for a long time. So to you this isn't even being forced. It is what you want isn't it?" I ask. He looks down. "It is what I want more than anything." He says. "I'll carry your children and we'll have a family but you have to keep your end of the deal up. I do care about you a little. This though. You'll have my respect and affection to yourself if you do what Levi says." I say. He nods.
Time skip
Reiner had been giving us intel. We've been hiding in Marley. Falco has stood by my side. He respects me and my decisions. He's not allowed to leave the house though not just yet.
Ever since I told him the full story I can tell his mind has moved over to our side. Soon Reiner will have my respect again. He's changed he's not like he was before. Almost back to normal. It is attractive seeing him so determined to help us again. Like the guy who I grew to admire.
TBC...
