Lunatic ** Issac Lahey

Chapter 37

Roxys POV

I woke up in a hotel room beside Issac, but his eyes were flickering about and he was panicking.

"Hey, hey, you okay?" I ask moving his face so he looks at me. "Yeah, yeah. Im fine." He says and he starts sweating. "Issac are you sure?" I ask and he nods vigorously.

I squeeze his hand in mine and then try to sleep again. Not before Issac scrambled off the bed making me roll off.

"Ugh, fuck." I say and rub my eyes. "Now now. Dont swear." A familiar voice says. I sit up and see a woman infront of me. "Ma?" I ask and she nods.

"How does it feel, to see the person you hate. Dead." She says and stands up. "You said you hated me Roxy, maybe I hated you back. Maybe I hated you more. You were an accident. I only wanted a boy." She says and I cover my ears.

I could still hear her talking but I focused on my own heartbeat. She was lying. "Roxy." Someone whispers and I open my eyes to see Derek. "D?" I ask and he nods.

I wrap my arms around him and he hugs back. "I missed you so much, we thought you were dead." I say pulling away. "I am." He says and looks back at mum.

"This isnt real Roxy, make yourself feel pain." He instructs and I nod. "Will you still be here?" I ask and tears start to fall. He shakes his head. "Than I dont want to." I say.

"God your such a dissapointment!" Mum yells and Derek covers me. "I miss you Derek, please come back." I whisper hugging his back. "Ill try." He whispers and then my hands burnt.

"Mum! Derek!" I yell and see Stiles infront of me. "No no no, Derek was there, why did you do that. I had him back." I mumble to my brother and he just holds me.

"Hes gone Rox." Stiles whispers and I shake my head. I look up to Issac whos rubbing his arm. "Hes not gone, he cant be." I sob and Stiles pulls away leaving me with Issac.

"Do you love Derek?" He asks sotting infront of me. "Of course, hes my best friend." I say. Issac shakes his head. "I think hes more than that." He says and I wipe my eyes.

"I think your in love with him, you always have been and your just realising it now because hes gone." Issac says and my mouth drops.

"Ive liked you forever Issac, I dont like Derek." I say and Issac shrugs. "Maybe you do." He says and I sigh wiping my eyes more. "Until you find out, were done." He says sitting on the bed.

"Issac, we were so good together." I say and he nods. "Were." He says harshly. He points to the door and my jaw drops. I get out and slam it.

We had been together for ages. But shit, no I wasnt allowed to grieve. I sigh and walk back to the bus and get on. I lay down besides Stiles and he takes me without any questions.

"Freaky night." He whispers and I nod. "Really freaky." I say and cuddle into him. "Night." He says and I mumble before dosing off.

I woke up with dislike in my mind. I wouldnt say I hated Issac because I still loved him. A lot. But at the moment, we were exs because of something stupid.

Dereks my alpha, am I not allowed to be upset that hes dead.

Stiles rubs my arm as the bus starts to fill up. "I dont even wanna know?" Coach says as it begins to pile on.

The ride back is quiet and everyone seems to be sleeping. "Hows Sam?" I ask Stiles. "Hes uhh, he went away for a little while." My twin responds and I frown.

The bus stops at the school. I grab my bags and follow Stiles off of the bus and over to his jeep. I put my bag in it and sigh before jumping in.

"Dereks loft." I say and Stiles looks at me. "Please." I say and he nods. When he drops me of I knock on the door before opening it.

"Mrs Blake?" I ask seeing her helping Derek. "D?" I ask and run forward. The older man looks at me and smiles. "Isnt it my favourite pup." He says and I snort.

Blake moves back and sits on a chair as I begin to stitch Derek up. "Its a psychological thing. Happened with Scott today, he wouldnt let himself heal because he thought you were dead." I explain as he winces from the little jabs.

"You're really Stiles sister." He says and I smile. "How long you been here?" I ask and he looks up at Mrs Blake. "I went to her, we fucked-" I let out a gag and he smiles. "Shes been trying to help." He explains and I nod.

"My names Jennifer." She says to me. "Did I ask?" I say and Derek glares at me. "You never said I had to be nice. Okay." I say finishing his stitching.

"Your upset?" Derek whispers and I look up at him. I hand him a shirt and he takes it. "Your more then upset, your heartbroken." He states. "I know, no need to rub it in." I say and sit beside the alpha.

"Issac broke up with you." He says and I nod. "Why?" He asks. "Because he thought I liked you." I say and Derek frowns.

"Ill always have some sort of attraction to you Roxy, because your a breeding wolf. But only for breeding. What you and Issac had, that was special." He explains and I nod.

"Does that mean all werewolves will have an attraction to me?" I ask and he nods. I sigh and lean more into him. "You guys are cute." Jennifer says.

"Shes like my little sister." Derek says and I smile at the alpha when I see my eyes glow in the reflection of his.

I jump back a bit, falling off of the bed and Derek starts laughing. Jennifer also finding it hard to hold one in.

I stand and my scent is filled with Stiles. "Roxy!" He yells. "Ill see you later." I say kissing Dereks head and running off. I get to the door and shut it.

"Anything?" He asks. "Not yet." I lie and he nods as we walk back to the car.