mendacious ~ kuroken

7

next day

kenma couldn't sleep. he was staring at his ceiling while listening to music the whole night.

whenever he tried to sleep, it was for an hour atleast.

all he can think about was kuroo and his fucking girlfriend.

kenma sighed and yawned.. "maybe i can just skip today... ugh no i cant. it's college not highschool" kenma sighed and got off his bed and dragged his feet to the bathroom

he brushed his teeth then went to his closet.

he wasn't in the mood to dress nice, so he slipped on a pair of black sweat pants and a somewhat tight black shirt that hugged his body nicely.

he put on some black crocs and ran his fingers through his hair then yawned again and rubbed his eyes and left his room

he grabbed a cup of water and drank it, his eye lids were slowly dropping.

"kenma are you okay ?" akaashi asked and kenma put a thumbs up

"are you sick ? tired ?" akaashi asked worriedly which made kenmas heart flutter a bit

"n-no im fine.. i just couldn't s-sleep" kenma stuttered and akaashi nodded at the flustered male

"you should stay home if you don't feel well you know" akaashi said and kenma smiled softly

"i'm fine, let's go" kenma said as he left the cup in the sink and the two left the dorm and saw everyone was waiting.

including kuroo and his girlfriend.

"hi kenma" atsumu said with a smile "hey kenma" kuroo said nervously and kenma rolled his eyes

"hi atsumu" kenma said

they all started walking to class. atsumu and sakusa paying attention to the other. kuroo looking at kenma, while his girlfriend made snarky comments to kuroo about kenma which kuroo hated.

and akaashi and bokuto talked, while kenma stared at akaashi.

kenma didn't know what it was. admiration ? no.. love.? no

what he feels for akaashi, is different than what he felt..? feels ? ugh kenma didn't even know if he still liked kuroo.

did he like both ? kenma rubbed his forehead and slouched his back

he looked at his shoes and sighed.

i have awful taste in men..

he likes a bully, or used to be bully. kenma didn't know. besides he wasn't even sure if kuroo changed.

and akaashi, fuck.. akaashi is the definition of perfection.

but it was definitely unrequited.

akaashi eyes lit up, whenever he saw bokuto or talked to him.

something he didn't do around kenma.

sure it was unrequited but that didn't stop kenma from simping over akaashi.

but kenma didn't wanna admit it.

he thought kuroo was prettier, he knows he shouldn't like him since kuroo broke him into pieces.

but he couldn't help it, kuroo was his first love after all.

it's been two years and yet, kenmas heart still belonged to kuroo.

ugh why couldn't i have fallen for someone else who didn't cause me problems kenma thought to himself.

once everyone separated ways, kenma and mika walked to their class together since they had the same one.

kenma was about to walk into class when a voice stopped him "kenma"

kenma looked behind him "yes ?" kenma asked mika

"stay away from my boyfriend" mika deadpans and kenma raised an eyebrow and walked closer to her

"no. make sure your boyfriends stays away from me. he caused me enough pain, i don't need anymore." and with that kenma went inside the class and sat down, and mika sat beside him.

her fist clenched again. i must really get under her skin. hm she seems.. like a bitch. wow kuroo you picked a good one kenma thought to himself

cant believe he downgraded. kenma chuckled to himself

"why are you laughing ?" mika asked and kenma shrugged

"no reason" was all kenma responded with.