His (D.M +18)

CHAPTER 45

I am so freaking stupid. There are not 10 more chapters. There is only one more. Sorryyyy

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MIA'S POV

Amanda found me sitting on the floor when she came but the next morning.

"What the hell happened to you?" She runs to me.

"It's over" I cry again.

"What?" She whispers.

"He will leave me alone this time. I know he will"

"Isn't that a good thing?" Is it really?

"It should be, but sure as hell doesn't feel like" I admit.

"I am sure it will be. It's just too early to feel it now but you will" She hugs me.

"I know" I sigh. The problem is... will the things become better or worse?

1 MONTH LATER

I haven't seen Draco for over a month. He hasn't showed up at classes or at the Great hall since then. He probably went back at the Manor, at least I hope so.

This break up was way worse than the first one. This time I knew I had the chance to change his mind and keep him with me but I didn't. That's what hurts the most.

I still think I made the wrong choice. Something about me has changed. I stopped talking to others, I stopped eating, I stopped going to classes. The only think I enjoy doing is staying at my room.

Amanda and Blaise keep telling me to forget about him and move on. Yea like it's the easiest thing to do.

After many days of thinking I decided it's better if I hear other peoples opinion too except Amanda's and Blaise's.

I go to the Great Hall after all those weeks. Everyone was looking at me but I kept walking towards the Gryffindor table.

"Harry" I say and he turns around.

"Mia, what the hell? Where have you been?" He quickly stands up.

"Can we talk?" I ask him.

"Yea sure. Come to the Gryffindor common room. It will be quite" He says and starts walking waiting for me to follow him.

He says the code and the door opens.

He was right. No one was in there.

"So what happened?" He asks as we sit on the couch.

"First of all thank you. I know this conversation might be weird but I really need an advice from a friend" He nods.

"Draco and I had a talk a month ago and I decided that this thing between me and him was stupid and it had to stop. He promised me to leave me alone after that and since then I hadn't seen him. And I really regret what I said to him because I need him in my life and I can't get through it without him" I blurt out.

"I understand. What's the problem?" Didn't I just say it?

"The problem is I don't know what to do. Do I go back to him or stay where I am right now?" I sigh.

"Do you really think you can't make it through without him?" Do I?

"Yes"

"Do you think he will be able to live without you?" Will he?

"I don't know. Probably yes" I haven't actually thought about that.

"Well, this is where you are wrong" What?

"Before he left he came to talk to me. He told me to keep you safe and that he will be at the Malfoy Manor if anything happens" Wait since when does he even talk to Harry?

"He talked to you?" I say surprised.

"Actually this is the second time. The first one was at the Burrow before he left"

"Why didn't you tell me?" I stand up still looking at him.

"I didn't want to mention him. You were already broken" I sit back down.

"What did he say?"

"He asked me how you are still alive. That's all I think" Okay that's not to bad, I guess.

"What I am supposed to do?"

"Go find him. I am sure he needs you as much as you need him"

"What if he doesn't though? What if he wants to be alone?"

"Do you really think he prefers anyone above you?" No I don't.

"So you think that going back to him is a good idea?"

"Even if I hate him since I was a child, I know how much he changed because of you. Don't waste that"

"Okay okay" I stand up and do circles around myself. Why am I so anxious?

"Go now. Before it's too late" What was that supposed to mean?

"I need to do something first" I have to talk to James. Whatever was happening between us it was absolutely nothing compared to what Draco and I have.

"Hurry up" Without thinking I go my room to grab my want and apparate.

When I got to my mothers house I didn't even think about all the bad memories I've made here and I run to James's.

I knocked on the door 3 times when he finally opened.

"Mia" He gasps.

"I have to talk to you" I say and get inside his house.

"Okay" He agrees confused.

"Nothing is going on between us, right?" I ask.

"Yea, nothing special at least" I didn't want this answer.

"From now on it's nothing, okay?" I am trying to be as sweet as I can with him.

"Okay but... what changed?" He doesn't look hurt or something close to that.

"I saw him."

He gets what I am saying. "It's okay, really"

I smile "Thank you" For a moment I thought about hugging him but that would be really awkward.

With that I leave his house. One problem solved. Now I have to face the biggest one.