His (D.M +18)

CHAPTER 20

MIA'S POV

Being in his arms feels so damn good. I tried to hold myself but when I looked at him and saw the tears in his eyes I felt a piece of my already broken heart, broke. I love him too much and I can stand watching him broke down.

While we were crying on each other's arms I felt myself more relaxed and safe than I was before.

"I love you" He whispers in my ear.

I want to tell him that I love him too but he adds "Forever"

Forever? I never thought about our future. We will have one? Or this is the end?

"Promise me nothing will happen" I want to hear the words.

After a moment he says "I promise".

I know he doesn't believe it but it made me feel a little better.

"I am not sure I I want to do this again" I admit.

"Do what?"

"Get back together" He looks at me.

He opens his mouth probably to curse me out but then he closes it again.

"I know. We can try at least. Maybe if we hang out or something you will get more comfortable being around me" He says and I can see it's really difficult for him as it is for me.

"Okay" I say more like a whisper.

"Okay" He repeats.

"I am going now" I nod and he leaves my room.

Am I ready to do this again? Probably not.

Do I want to do this? Fuck yes.

He didn't tell me to give him an answer right now or gave me a period of time and that's good.
I don't think we will be able to just hang out together but what if it's for the best? What if we are not meant to be together as a couple?

5 minutes later or so Amanda rushed inside my room looking at me with worry.

"I saw him leaving. What did he wanted to tell you?" She asks.

"He wanted me to give him an ither chance" I say softly.

"And?!?"

"I told him that I am not surr yet and we agreed to hang out" she looks confused so I add "As friends"

"Yea friends. Sure" She mocks.

"What? You don't think we will be able to be friends? We've been before. It's not that big deal" It's true, we were friends but we didn't know how it's like to date each other.

"I don't think you can be just friends. I mean without benefits" Benefits? No there is no way I am gonna let myself be his friend with benefit.

I don't say anything. I sigh and go back to my warm bed.

DRACO'S POV

I couldn't stay there any longer. I couldn't stay there near her knowing she is not mine. Actually she is and she will always be, no one else can have her. No one else will ever know how good her mouth tastes. No one else will know how good her body feels when it's all over you. No one else will know how it feels like having her loving you, because she does love me and only me.

After I left her room I decide to go to my second favourite place, the Astronomy tower. The first one is her arms. Will I be able to be around them again? I fucking hope so.

I remember how I used to treat her while I was with Astoria. I never hated her but back then, I didn't like her either. What the hell was wrong with me? I mean... how can someone hate her? She is just perfect.

"Hey Anderson" I smirk.

"What do you want?" She snaps.

"Fix your attitude mudblood" Ugh I hate her.

"You know damn well I am not a mudblood you little rich bitch"

"Call me again like that and I will-" She interrupts me.

"Or you will what? You will tell your daddy to take care of me?" She mocks.

"Leave it alone Malfoy" Blaise says from behind me.

"Shut it Zabini" I say as Astoria reaches us.

"Hi Draco" She says and kisses my cheek.

"Hi" I say still looking at Mia.

"What happened?" She asks but I can see that sarcasm in her voice.

"Nothing. We were just leaving" I grab her hand and walk away from her. Why did I even hang out with her last year?

I want to hit me so hard for treating her like that. I was an asshole, I still am but I treat her better. You wish Malfoy.

While I was sitting on the floor of the Tower I heard someone behind me.

I turned around hopping it would be Mia but of course not. Of course it would be Potter with his friends. Weasley and this Mudblood. Fuck.

"What are you doing here?" I snap.

"Well I don't know why I am doing this but I care for her and I think so do you" What is he talking about?

"Get to the point Potter" I sigh.

"When she got back from the Manor she was acting really weird. I didn't know back then that you broke up so I found it weird. I asked her what was going on but she didn't tell me the first time. I went to her room when she was sleeping and then I realized that something was wrong."

"Just say it Potter. I don't have time for your little games ." What could possibly be wrong with her?

He turns around to face the others. "Can you please leave us a minute?" Okay now I am starting to getting worried.

When they left he looked at me with a strange look.

"I will ask you something and I want you to be as calm as you can about it" When he said that I tried to find the best way to kill him. What if I throw him off the tower?

I nod and he huffs.

"I noticed some marks on her skin. I don't think you did it but did you hurt her? I mean physically" Okay now he is officially dead.

I sit up and walk towards him. He backs of, which means he is scared of me. Harry Potter is scared of me? Well, that's new.

"What the fuck did you just say?" What marks? Did I hurt her? Did someone else hurt her? Did she hurt herself?

"She had some red marks on her legs. Did you did them to her?" Why did he even look at her legs? Ugh focus Malfoy that's not the problem here.

"No fuck no. I would never hurt her." I shout.

"I know. I am just asking you to be sure" He whispers.

"Now get the fuck away from me before I kill you myself" I warm him.

With that he leaves. All I want to do right now is to go in Mia's room and get the answers I need but I can't. I can't face her right now. Maybe Potter was wrong? Or he wanted a reaction from me? If he did all of this just for that I will go and get Voldemort and we will Avada Kedavra him and his friends.