Summer Love!

Homecoming

It finally came the home day for Niall. We were so excited as it had been a month and three surgeries since the accident. He was now in a hard cast with a shoe, so he could at least walk back and forth to the bathroom with little help. He still needed some help with bathing and getting dressed, but we were moving in the right direction. I also had just found out that in 2 weeks, I could start my new job working as a kindergarten and 1st grade special needs teacher. I was so excited. Niall's anxiety attacks improved, but his frustration levels threw the roof, and I was mainly at the receiving end. It scared me when he had them, but he never became violent; I understood why he was frustrated he couldn't make it to the bathroom by himself, he couldn't bathe himself, and he couldn't make music. He was in bed. If he wasn't in pt, he was mad. However, it still wasn't my fault, and it was emotionally draining Zayn was my lifeline he gave me breaks so I could go out and run errands, he listened to me cry when I had a terrible day, and he got me my job which I loved him for. We had become best friends. Harry and the boys had decided to throw a surprise party for Niall so after physical therapy I headed towards Louis he sniped where the hell are we going I said your friends wanna see you so were gonna go over there he said I wanna go home I said no were going to your friends he said I wont get out the car I said fine then dont but I'm going in there when we got there I got his chair out and opened his door he slammed it shut I opened it again and said look they are throwing you a party  just come in for 10 minutes please and we can go he griped your such a bitch i felt my face heat and the tears starting to come but i held them back he got out the car and in his wheel chair i started to push him he mumbled again i dont know why I'm with such a dumb bitch for. the tears started to stream down my face I wiped my tears but they kept coming I rang the bell and Louis answered he said hey mate I said I forgot something in the car can you take him in? I'll be in in a minute. I went and got in the driver's seat and buried my face in my hands, and cried. I suddenly heard a tap on my window. I wiped my eyes and looked up. It was Zayn. He said can I sit down? I said sure; he said what's wrong, love? I said well, within the last 3 minutes, I've been called a dumb bitch twice. He's so angry these past couple of days. He said so sorry; you shouldn't let him get to you. You know how great you are. He took my hand and held it. I didn't pull away. It felt nice to have someone hold my hand again. I glanced over at him and said, thanks. He said how about we go in and get you a drink when we walked in, Niall glared at me he said are you going to get me a drink, or do you want me to hobble over and get it myself Zayn said, let me get it for you mate he said I didn't ask you. I closed my eyes and opened them and went and poured him one and took it to him. I waited for a minute, and he said what do you want a tip? I bit my lip and rolled my eyes. He took a sip and said what the hell is this he then threw his drink all over me. I busted out into tears and walked back. Zayn came out and said I have some sweats you can wear. Let's get you cleaned up. He took my hand and walked me back to the spare bedroom. I felt Niall glaring at us. He then showed me where the bathroom was. I took my clothes off and rinsed off, and cried the whole time. I then threw on his sweats and threw my hair up in a messy bun, and walked out to where they were. Niall was on the back porch with harry. I heard him still going off. I whispered that I needed to go. Zayn said let me drive you. Are you still upset? I said alright, let me tell harry bye. I stuck my head out and said the attack, I'm sorry, but I have to run. Can you give Niall a ride home? He said sure I smiled and walked out. On the way home, I was silent. Zayn retook my hand and was holding it. We rode in silence the whole way. He then opened my door and walked me up.
Once we got up, he said, do you want to watch a movie?
I said that would be nice. I went and turned on Netflix in the living room, grabbed us a beer, and sat down next to him. We watched and laughed and talked for a while, and then he retook my hand. I glanced up at him, and he said what I said nothing. I'd be lost without you right now. He smiled; I felt the want to kiss him, but I couldn't. I laid my head on his shoulder and continued the movie. We must have fallen asleep because Niall got home and threw a vase on the floor and yelled what the fuck? Did he find me and Zayn hand and hand with my head on his shoulder? I told Zayn to go ahead and head out and that I'd take care of it. He said I could don't quickly. I said no, go ahead. It'll be fine. All I could hear was crashing and banging I opened the door he was throwing everything he sat on the edge of the bed I walked in front of him and said Niall it's not what you think I didn't cheat on you do you think I'm that stupid to do it in your living room he said oh now it's mine you don't live here he jumped up and was coming towards me I was corned he was screaming again his face was beat red I was all the way backed up to the wall now he slammed his fist at the wall beside my head I coward down to the floor hands over my head so if he threw a punch I wouldn't get hit in the face. He yanked me up by my arm and had me pinned to the wall with his hand in the middle of my chest I know I had the look of fear in my eyes I mustard up a whisper please don't hurt me please Niall you don't wanna do this he said you cheated on me screaming at the top of his lungs I closed my eyes tears streamed down he gently wiped my face with his hurt arm he said I love you with all my heart and you brought your fuck boy over to my house and cozied up to him on our couch where me and you use to sit and kiss and watch movies like it was nothing. My mind was racing I couldn't think straight I said Niall you threw a drink on me called me a bitch told me you hated me I was upset so Zayn drove me home he came in to make sure I was ok we sat down to watch a movie and I fell asleep on him that's it no kissing no cuddling nothin but I will tell you this your terrifying me right now I wiped a tear from his cheek and whispered if you hate me like you said earlier let me go I'll leave and I won't come back he said I don't fucking hate you I love you so much it hurts I could feel him loosing his grip on me I whispered if you loved me you wouldn't be hurting me like you are I said this whole month this is the first time you've touched me he then let go and sat back on the bed I wanted to run but instead I reached my hand out and put it on his face I wiped a tear and pulled his head up I said I understand your upset and mad right now but I'm not the bad guy here I love you with all my heart I'm here for you I'm not cheating on you Im waiting patiently to make love to you again or feel your loving touch or get a kiss outta no where I tell myself every morning this might be it but t hasn't happened yet but that's ok I understand your going through a lot and that's not so important but I do know when it happens it's gonna be magical. I looked at him again and said can we get you cleaned up and fix the spare bed up in the guest room until I can clean this up and held my hand out he took my hand and walked to the bathroom I sat him on the chair so he could undress and I started to run his water as I was running it I felt a tap on my shoulder I stood up and turned he was standing he wiped a stray tear and brushed his thumb over my lip I trembled he tucked a stand of hair behind my ear and got close to my ear and whispered I'm sorry I haven't been treating you like you deserve he backed up enough where we were nose to nose I could feel his breath on my lips  he gently placed his lips on mine I was trembling he now had his hand in the small of my back he pulled me closer so our bodies we're touching and started to passionately kiss me I couldn't breath but I didn't pull away it had been so long since I'd had this he finally pulled back and whispered this is how I should of been treating you and I'm sorry for that he pecked my lips one more time and said I can't wait until these cast come off your in for a treat and winked. He then got in to the bath I went to make up the spare bed while in there my pocket buzzed I took my phone out it was Zayn he said I'm worried about you are you Ok if you need a place to stay you can come over. I simply texted I'm fine everything is ok right now. I headed back in to the bathroom to help Niall get dressed he was already out and dressed he smiled and said I got it once he was in bed I went and made up the couch where I was gonna sleep as I hadn't been sleeping with him the past month as I laid down I heard his door open he then appeared and said will you please come back to bed with me and held his hand out I said sure I laid with him with space between us as I dozed off the feeling was different I was nervous and was thinking about Zayn he had been on my mind a lot since he had been there for me my phone buzzed I looked and it was a text from Zayn saying goodnight I smiled and shut my phone off I felt Nialls hand brush my shoulder I looked over he said I love you goodnight with a tear coming down his face I smiled and said same and rolled over and went to bed.