"Can we talk?" Those three words are how Jaemin and Donghyuck ended up in his and Jeno's shared room. Jeno was there playing games on his iPhone before Jaemin kicked him out. We settled on the edge of Jaemin's bed, Jaemin turned his body so he could face me.
"What did you want to talk about Haechannie?" Donghyuck opened his mouth a couple of times but no words were coming out. Gosh I really came all the way here for advice and can't even say anything. How pathetic am I? A hand on Donghyuck's thigh brought him out of his thoughts. "Donghyuck? Is everything ok?" With a shake of his head and a sigh, Donghyuck began to explain.
He began to vent all of his frustrations to Jaemin who sat patiently. He began to explain how ignored he felt when the members would push him away, how upset he was when they would reject him but accept love from another, and how just lost and hurt he felt when the members would blatantly choose others over him. He just let it all go, he didn't even notice when tears were coming down his cheeks until Jaemin started wiping them. Taking a shaky breath, Donghyuck looked at Jaemin and asked him for advice. Jaemin just looked at him and was heart broken by what he saw. Donghyuck's face was covered in tears, eyes red and puffy, and he just looked so troubled and just overall hurt. Jaemin reached for his hands and looked him in the eyes. "Do you want my honest opinion?" Donghyuck nodded, "ok, I think you should be affection less..."
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I Want To Matter
Fiksi PenggemarNeglected and ignored. That's how Donghyuck would describe how he felt. Thats how he would describe the treatment he was getting from the other 127 members. He just wants to be treated like he matters. To FEEL like he matters.... Based off of Simply...
