Not Fair | eren x reader

-7- what was the reason

"Princess come onnn"
"I'm coming my bag Is just too heavy" i said while I dragged my bag with me
"Then give me your bag princess"
"Uhmm Yeah here" i handed him my bag
"What's wrong"
"Uhhh nothing" I responded and blushed but I quickly looked away before he could saw it.

***

"Y/n , bestieee"
„marlo suppp" i said while we did our handshake
„I missed your dumbass"
„marlo you literally saw me at lunch and don't call me dumbass" I smacked him
„Ouhhh FLOCH come get your girl"

I think you already know what happened.
I BLUSHED AGAIN.
I glanced at floch for a second but noticed that he blushed too.
O M G THE floch Forster was blushing wooow.

„Aham soooo whos driving"
Floch changed the subject
Marlo just chuckled and responded with
„boris drives us today"
„Hellooo guysss" Boris shouted
„Hey"
„Hi"
„Hello"
„Where's the rest?"
„I think they're still in class" floch replied
„Ok, but what's the plan for today" boris asked us
Marlo looked up from his phone
„We could go to mine first and then go to the beach" he suggested
„but we must take clothes from home" boris spoke up
„What are you guys talking about" Samuel asked while hitch, Mina and Tom followed after him.
„We go to the beach today"
„Yeahhhh we weren't swimming in like ages" hitch said excited
„So everyone is coming right?" Samuel asked us all.
I looked up and saw hitch gaze landing on me she glared at me and then continued her conversation with floch.
What the hell?
„Uhm i can't, sorry guys"
I said a little sad.
Flochs Head Shot straight to my direction and looked at me confused
„Why princess, commmeeee on" he whined.
I sighed
„I'm sorry but I have too much work, I promise I come the next time" I promised him.
To be honest I just don't wanna go bc I'm tooo insecure I don't wanna show my body and my bruises and of top of that my dad is home today so he would kill me if he find out that I'm out with so many boys boys. So a big No for me.
And i have the feeling that hitch has something against me she's just so weird to me and now that glare.
Did I do something wrong or??
Ughhh lets just forget about it

***

We were all in the car jamming to a couple of songs till floch spoke up
„Guys I just realised I have to do some work too, so could you just drive me home?"
„Ok"
Boris sighed annoyed like always bc of literally everything.
Tom leaned into my ear and whispered
„He probably don't want to go bc you don't go. What a simp"
I let out a chuckle but played it off with a cough afterwards.
Floch noticed anyhow and looked at me and Tom.
"And now He's definitely jealous"
And we both started to laugh
I glanced a little to floch to see his reaction and he looked not too happy.
He is so cute.

„Y/nnnnn"
„Huhhhh" Oh shitttt i zoomed out while I was looking at floch hehe
„We're in front of your house" boris spoke blankly, again like always.
„Uhm yeah thanks boris" I unbuckled myself grabbed my bag and opened the door
„Byee guys" I waved at them as I walked out and closed the door.
Shitttt That was embarrassing anyways I hope my dad isn't drunk or is hopefully sleeping or smth.

I opened my Front door and got greeted by my dad. Shit.
„y/n who where these boys?"
He asked me anger written all over his face
„Just my friends we have some classes together" I responded with a shaky voice.
„I didn't raised my stupid daughter to a fcking whore"
I just looked at my dad with tear filled eyes and thought about when I was a kid everything was better than now. Why is he like that?
„I'm not a whore. Why are you like that, why did you change so much"
„ohhh so now im the problem, Y/n you're always the problem I only changed bc of you bc you're a mistake"
„Why are you always telling me things like that" at this point i was screaming.
„BC YOU ARE THE REASON WHY YOUR MOM LEFT ME"
And everything went silent.
„Bc of m-ee?" I stutter
„y/n go up to your room i wanna drink without being bothered"
I just got up and went to my room.
I don't know what to think or feel I have so many questions and i can't take that shit anymore I looked at the mirror and decided to go under the shower in hope that It will help my stress filled body or my head that is filled with too many thoughts.

I got out of the shower looked at the mirror and just started to cry
I must speak with someone.
The only person who I want to be with right now is floch.
Should I text him, idc ill just do it.

Me
Floch can you pick me
up like in an Hour?

Floch
Yeah but why?

Me
Bc you're the only one who can make me feel better.

Floch
Ok but where should we go at middle in the night

Me
Idk but don't park
in front of my house
Me
First of all I need to
sneak out

Floch
Ok i Text you when I'm there
Floch
c u❤️

Me
<3

***

I just put a oversized hoody with my grey sweatpant on. And started to watch some tiktoks until floch arrive.