Not Fair | eren x reader

-10- go to hell

!TW: ABUSE!
"Ayooooo floch stop"
I heard marlo yell after me.
But I just ignored it bc I have literally no nerves for any human conversations.

But of course with my luck he had to jog after me.
"Floch...floch...FLOCH"
"Shut up marlo" I said annoyingly.

"What's going on why are u acting like that?" Marlo asked me concerned.
"Marlo im totally fine didn't you notice" I said sarcastically
"Now please just leave me alone"
I added
"Jesss ok" marlo said while putting his hands up in Defense.
I turned to him and smiled at him sarcastically and finally walked to my car.

Y/N'S POV

School is done it was pretty boring but whatever, I didn't see any of my friends today so i just went straight back home.

While I was walking down the street I heard a car driving right besides me but I didn't thought much about it.
After a while I noticed that the car was following me so I started to panic and walked faster.
I didn't looked at the driver bc I'm too scared.

I was a few steps away from home so I almost sprinted but just as I got near my front yard I felt two strong arms packing me from behind.
I was shaking until I heard his voice.
„y/n what the fuck"
...Floch

"Why were you walking away"
He asked me but still no answer from me.
"Floch...go PLEASE just walk away" I spoke but Stil not turning around
"Princess are you scared it's me-"
"Floch I'm not kidding you need to go, NOW" I trembled
"But-„
„Floch stay the fuck away from me"
Fuck I needed to do it only for your safety sorry floch.
I bit my bottom lip.
„Y/n whats going on, I dont understand anything yo-"
I slowly turned around and looked at him

„I don't like you, do you understand it now or do I have to repeat myself" I harshly told him.
He looked at me in disbelief, his gaze slowly wandered to the ground but harshly looked up but now with so much hatred in his eyes.
He looked at me with disgust the only thing I could see in his once beautiful hazel eyes was now just anger.
Im so sorry.
„Y/n go to hell"
ouch
And with that spoken he took a turn and disappeared into his car.

I was shaking but tried my best not to break down not in front of my...
„Well well I see you finally managed to get rid of that stupid boy"
...my dad
I gulped the feeling in my throat away and looked at my dad.
All bc of him.
I was quiet for so long but I can't handle the urge to tell him everything I ever wanted to tell him anymore.
I am done being the silent and weak daughter.
For now on I will speak up after all he has done to me ,after floch.
I can't handle him anymore.

„Are you satisfied now, Applaus you did it."
„You again destroyed my life"
I shakily told him trying not to let my tears roll down, he will think I'm weak.
„You've done it Again and again and again and well guess what fucking again"
„You're making my life into a living hell"
I was so done with him and his stupid behaviour.
„You're only excuse for all this is always bc of mom... b-but whyyy"
„You're always telling me its all my fault...but WHAT"
„I don't understand it, i-i never did"
„Why is my life like that, we were so happy, yo-you loved me dad, what happened"
A tear slipped down on my cheek.

„ENOUGH Y/N"
My dad walked out from the doorframe and grabbed me by my hair into the house.
„ITS ALL YOUR FAULT"
He slapped me
„IT WAS ALWAYS YOU"
He punched me
My face hit he cold floor and suddenly everything went in slow motion while my dad kept hitting me. And I blacked out.
I failed again just like always.
I failed at being strong.

As soon as I managed to slowly open my eyes i immediately shut them closed again.
Ugh too bright.
There were bright lights everywhere wait-
Did I die?
I quickly opened my eyes again just to realise that it was blue lights from a police car. it was shining through a little window into the room.
Oh just a po- WAIT

I quickly stood up but was in an unfamiliar room.
What the.
I just stood there dumbfounded until a police officer entered the room.
„Ma'am can you remember what happened before you blacked out"
The police officer asked me after he sat down in front of me.
He gestured me to sit down too, so I did.
„Uh can I ask why I'm here?"
I asked a little confused why am I at the police station.
„Oh yes"
„Your neighbour called the police after hearing screaming from your house and she told us that it wasn't the first time, after we arrived we saw mr. L/n on the porch drinking while you were laying half dead beside him.
There was enough proof that your dad was the perpetrator.
Now your father is charged with child abuse and you will be send to your mother who is currently living in Germany"
„Wha-what"
Was all I could speak out.
Thats definitely tooo mich for me to process, my dad is he arrested?
And my mom?
Germany??

I felt kinda dizzy and felt the urge to throw up, what the hell i can't move to Germany.

The police man seemed to notice so he asked me if I was ok but I just replied with yes.

***

After telling the police man everything that happened they told me that I had only one day to pack my stuff so I went home.
I still couldn't realise it at all, my dad was gone.

I started to pack my stuff and thought about my friend and floch.
I decided that It would the best for all to leave without saying goodbye, it would just make everything more difficult than it already is.

After packing every necessary thing i needed, I was exhausted and just went to bed.

So germany here I'll come.
I already speak German bc my parents when we used to be still together only speaked in German with me.
My parents both are Germans so ig one good thing after all.
I just have to sleep I'm overthinking everything just to much.