Not Fair | eren x reader

-17- »whore«

As I ran away I noticed how dizzy I got I searched for something to hold on but before I could grab it I passed out again.

***

When i woke up I looked around carefully and noticed that I was lying in the medical room, I tried to get up but immediately layed down again when I felt the dizziness again. There was nobody there, completely empty what made me remember what went down before and I couldn't help it but rethink everything that happened, I wondered why Eren hates me so much, I haven't done anything to him and If he hates me bcs of our moms then I can't help that it's not my fault, I don't like that our moms are such good friends either.

I sighed softly to myself. This boy is just giving me an unnecessary headache.

I turned to the side to stare at the door after a while I saw the doorknob moving and someone slowly went in, I looked up a little to recognize who it's was and saw that it was Jean.

when he saw me he quickly closed the door "Are you feeling good, have you been awake for long? I'm sorry-" jean ran quickly towards me with a ice bag in his hand. "Jean it's fine, don't worry" I interrupted him."Really" "yes Jean, it's just a nosebleed, nothing serious" I laughed to loosen up the situation "ok, i hope so" he laughed with me.

„Hey jean where are the others actually?" "oh they're still training, Erwin is unfortunately a bit stricter there" "why are you here then and what about your training-" „don't worry y/n" he chuckled at how cute I looked when I got worried. "Coach erwin send me to look after you since I'm the captain of the team" he grinned at me proudly "oh but I heard youre not the only captain" I laughed at him after I saw his grin turning into an frown as soon as I spoke it out "Heyy give me at least just this moment to feel myself But yeah me and eren are the- oh shot i forgot" he mumbled under his breath

"uh do you have any pets?" Jean tried to change the topic "jean I don't care about eren" I sighed "I know but anyway it's just- ugh it upsets me how he behaves. He's always been a dumbass but he's never been the way like he's acting towards you, you haven't done anything to him either "he tried to look through Erens cautiously" Yeah I don't really care tho "I rolled my eyes

"y/n are you hungry?" "No I'm fine" "you know what, it takes a while until the training is finished. I'll buy a few sweets and then come back "
"oh so now you're leaving me alone" I fake cried out "no, I'll give you my word here and now that I'll buy you sweets and be guaranteed to come back" Jean held his hand on his heart as he stood up. "Ok soldier, I'm counting on you" i snickered at how childish we acted.

***

I turned myself over to the window and reflected on my quiet surroundings. I had always hated sanitary rooms with its blank white walls and sheets. It was a place that encouraged my tendency to feel lonely.

Then i saw something in the distance, or rather someone. It was the stupid figure of Eren. I glanced at my own reflection. I gulped. My hair messy and bloodstains everywhere on my face and clothes, that was absolutely not a beautiful sight.

I turned back to the door, the squeezing of the doorknob echoed again across the room until I saw, what I thought would be jean but it was the same figure from before. How pathetic after screwing everything up, he's coming to me?

"What are you doing here?" "Coach Erwin sent me to you" oh i forget hes the captain "Can't you go again I'm feeling bad enough without you near me" I patted my pillow to make it more comfortable "I thought Jean would snitch me if I wouldn't come but where is he?"he looked around „he's buying somethings" eren took a chair and sat in front of me.

As I layed there and he just sat in front of me, we looked at each other without saying anything but soon turned the "just staring" into a staring competition both of us not wanting to loose against the other one.

I broke the eye contact as soon as I felt like a kid fighting over some silly stuff "I hate you, you know that" I said to Eren, who was quietly amused that he had won the "fight".

"So You're telling me you hate me?" he lowered his voice and went serious as a alluring smirk appeared across his face.
"Yes" I scratched my forehead and wondered why he's acting like that.he drew nearer to my ear. My lips parted while my breathing was heavy and my pulse raced. he tucked a curl behind my ear and leaned into it.

"Then tell me y/n" he give my thigh a tight squeeze. "Er-en" I whimpered out "tell me y/n why" He moved his hand slowly under my loose soccer short and inched closer forward. His other hand landed on my shoulder and he pulled the dirty fabric of my soccer t-Shirt down my arm.
I squeezed my legs together and gulped, not daring looking at eren.

"Why do you tense up under my touch" he turned his head from my ear to my face, we were only inches apart. What i noticed only now was that His breath was minty and warm whenever he spoke.

His smirk faded away as he stared into my eyes "I knew it y/n"
He stood up and gave me a bitter laugh.
My eybrows raised and my whole body stiffened. "I already told you, you're nothing special, you're just like the other girls, a cheap hypocritical girl So don't pretend like you're all that and stop your little games" he spitted at me in disgust.

My eyes widened as tears started to form without any sound
I gripped onto the sheets, trembling and quickly covered my body. I looked up again glancing at eren with a blurry vision. Eren raised his eyebrows

"Y/n im bac-" Jean came back as promised with a bag full of candy's. after he approximately noticed what happened, he was standing in front of me laying the bag besides me and turned rapidly to eren „jäger I will fucking kill you if you don't explain yourself right now" jean spoke trough gritted teeth. „it's none of your business" jean formed his hands into fists while he tried to control himself.
I couldn't do much, I was just laying there all ashamed while tears after tears slipped down my face.

„Explain yoursel-„
„ok jean, y/n is a fucking whore that's I-„ and before I could even realise jeans fist collided with Erens face. Without any hesitation, eren hit Jean back and within a few seconds everything was out of control and the two were fighting.

Although I was still ashamed, I got out of the bed and tried to pull Jean away from eren, but it didn't work, "JEAN PLEASE STOP IT", I helplessly and desperately shouted for him.

Eren grabbed Jean by his hem and was about to throw him on the floor but I grabbed eren by his shoulder "eren please stop" he looked at me with his jaw clenched but eventually loosened his grip and let jean fall down to his knees . I immediately knelt next to Jean and put his arm over my shoulder for support to lay him on the bed.

I turned to Eren, who just stood there and watched me, "Eren could you just go I think you've already done too much damage" My previous dejection slowly switched to anger as i looked at jean who was covered in bruises "whatever" and he walked out of the door while he wiped the dripping blood on his lip away.