Callie's POV
I can't belive that just happened. We kissed. And it was amazing. His lips were so soft and so warm and smooth- WHAT?! Why am I being like this. I know this cannot happen. We will be related for goodness sake!!
I shake my head to clear it and sit down at my desk. I grab my journal and write:
Have you ever wanted to reverse things and make them happen another way? Just so everything can be normal and not complex anymore? Well, of course you haven't. You are just a book, but I have. I want to rewind to the day my mum first got skin ancer. I want to notice it instead of her hiding it from me. I would get her to the hospital so they could save her and she would be alive today. I want to save my favorite dog from the speeding car when I was 8. And now, I want to rewind until before my dad found a new girl. There is nothing wrong with her, but I wish I would have met her a different way. So I could've possibly found love with her son. ~CALLIE- April 2nd.
I shut my journal and hide it under my mattress. Why did I even write that? Love? I cannot find love yet. I am only 17, almost 18. I will just graduate high school, go to college- and I don't know where to go from there. I might get married but will I be able to love any other guy without comparing them to Harry?
Harry. My soon-to-be steb-brother who I have feelings for. I am not sure what kind of feelings yet but I know they are there. I just have to ignore them. Nothing can happen. NO. Nothing will happen. I don't know why I am arguing with myself about this but who cares?
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Harry's POV
I stand in the bathroom, shocked. What just happened? Why did she run? After that amazing kiss? It was lovely. Her lips were so gentle and beautiful. I loved it. I want more but she ran from me. We are not even related by bood! I just want to be with her. I have never felt like this before. And it has never come this soon! I am already thinking about what our future could hold and I just met her today!
I break out of my trance when a door slams downstairs. I walk downstairs to see my mom and Gemma sitting at the table.
"Where did Alen go?" I ask referring to Cals' dad.
"Oh, he went to..uh..do something," She forces a smile and starts to clean up the table. I help her and start to walk upstairs to check on Callie but Gemma stops me.
"Don't go to check on her. Let me talk to her first,"She smiles at me. I nod and decide to watch something on the telly. I sit and flip through the channels. I click on something but I can't focus. Gemma is up talking to Callie and I really want to know what they re discussing. I try to stop myself, really I do, but my feet have a mind of their own and I walk ustairs. I lean on the wall beside Callie's door and I can hear them.
"Yeah, I guess. A little. He is nice and funny and smart."
Is Callie talking about me?
"But no one knows about us. I mean, he is a little older and my dad would get so mad if he knew I talk to him."The girls giggle. Who is she talking about? A boyfriend? Jelousy flares in my body.
"But you love him?" Gemma asks.
"Yeah," Callie says. Now its anger. why didnt she tell me? Why would she? we just met!
"As a...?"
"Brother. We were close when we were family but not like that. I love him as a brother," Callie replies. Okay, now I am really confused. Oh, she is talking about her ex-step brother.
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Callie's POV
"I love him as a brother, " I tell Gemma. She came in saying we should talks so we spoke about schooll and then that led to boys and old boyfriends and then se wanted to know about my family so I said my mom died and that I still talk to my ex-step brother becuse I don't have anyone to talk to.
"Yeah. So, what is your impression of Harry?" Gemma asks. I feel a blush creep into my cheeks. He's hot and sweet and smart and- STOP! I can't think about him like that! I have never been like this with a guy!
"He, uh, he is nice," I say.
"Way to be vague," Gemma chuckles.
"He is not what I expected." I say. "AT ALL."
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I Fell In Love With My Step Brother (Harry Styles)
RomanceEDITING....AND I CHANGED THE COVER SO DON'T FREAK IF YOU DONT RECOGNIZE IT. Meet Callie Shaw. Her life hasn't been easy in the least. Her mom died of cancer. Her parents split, remarried, got back together, and then her dad became a widow. But not f...