does she love me?

Chapter 3

The whole of dinner is basically just everybody going on and on about filming and everything about the movie. I'm relieved when everyone says they are going to leave, I hate to admit it but i was getting really bored. I see that Jo is shivering when we step outside so i say "Oh, um... do you want my jacket?"

"Yes, if you don't mind." she replies. I quickly discard my jacket and give it to her.

"Are you sure this is fine, you can have it back if you are cold." She looks up at me with innocent eyes. Fuck, shes making me crazy. I start to imagine everything i want to do to her but then realise that i'm zoning out, once again.

"Um, no thats fine. I'm fine." I smile.

"Thanks."

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We wait about 5 minutes for the uber to arrive. I'm so glad when it finally does turn up, it has felt like years of awkward silence. Jo steps inside the yellow car, and i sit in the back next to her.

"Heres your jacket back, I will be fine in the car." She starts to take it off but i hold my hand out to stop her.

"No, no keep it on. Its fine." I have never been a gentleman in my whole life but somehow she is bringing this side out of me. Its been not even a day and i'm already starting to gain feelings for her. I think she notices my eyes on her because she looks up from her phone screen and awkwardly smiles.

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When we arrive at the hotel I end up walking Jo back to her room. She gives me back my jacket and then says "Thanks for walking me back."

"Thats no problem." I look down at my shoes awkwardly. And she just stands there and does the same.

"Well I'll see you tomorrow then?" She says and then starts to walk towards the door.

"Jo wait..." She turns to me and looks at me with a mixture of shock and confusion. I practically grab her by the waist and force her towards me. I press my lips hard against hers. And she slips her tongue into my mouth lapping mine. She lets me kiss her for a few more seconds and then pulls away.

"I'm sorry, I can't." She gives me a sympathetic smile before unlocking the door and heading inside.

Once the door closes i turn and lean against the wall and let out a massive sigh. Why did i just do that? I just fucked up so much! Its going to be so awkward and painful having to work with her now, oh my god. I can only pray she has drank enough for her to forget all of this in the morning.