does she love me?

The Beggining

I am so nervous to meet my co-star for after. Her name is Josephine Langford and she is playing Tessa Young. I really hope she is pretty, as bad as it sounds if i am going to be kissing or doing sex scenes with someone i definitely don't want them to be unattractive.

As i make my way up the stairs of the hotel to get to my room I am stopped by a beautiful, blonde woman in the middle of the stairs. "Hey, your Hero nice to meet you I'm Josephine, you can call me Jo." she smiles and holds her hand out to shake mine.

"Um...yes hi I'm hero its nice to meet you." I gulp as i shake her hand. I'm having trouble taking in her beautiful face. I'm getting overwhelmed and i'm pretty sure my face is bright red.

"How are you? are you exited for dinner tonight?" She smiles. Her smile is the most beautiful smile i have ever seen, it basically lit up the room as cheesy and cringe as that sounds.

"Yes, um I'm exited." I can't believe this is my co-star! They must have shown her a picture of me because she knew exactly who I was. I never saw a picture of her. I can only hope that if she didn't see a picture of me she would be reacting the same way I am.

This is such a strange feeling. Having a crush on my co-star. I'm meant to be professional but here i am imagining what we would be like together. Jesus.

Even if she did feel the same way and we wanted to be together it would never work, she lives in Australia and i live in England.

"...so i got a cab here from the airport and then my hotel room wasn't ready. It was a nightmare but I am here now" She ends her story, she was probably telling me all about the journey here but i zoned out.

"Yes well my journey here wasn't too bad, not as bad as yours at least." She lets out a giggle.

"Yes i was getting so stressed out I didn't think i would make it on time. But it all worked out."

"Yes it did."