does she love me?

Chapter 17

Josephine

When i get into work i see Hero sitting in his chair getting his make up done. I walk over to him and say "hey."
"hey." He says and sighs.
I notice something off in his tone. "Whats up? Is everything okay?" I say, looking in his eyes.
The make up artist senses that we want to talk in private and politely moves out of the way. "Yh, please don't get mad?" He pleads.
"Whats wrong?" I say. I bet it has something to do with this baby.
"I told Jenny that you were pregnant. I'm sorry. I just think its best if she knows, I hope your not upset in any way. I'm just freaking out about this whole thing and i can't because i don't want to make things more difficult for you. I'm really really sorry." He is out of breath by the end of his little outburst.
"Hero its ok. We will have this baby and everything will be ok, right?" I say looking at him straight in the eyes.
"Yes, it will be fine. I mean we still have a lot to talk about for after filming, but for now its all good." He assures me.
And thats when i remember. A few weeks ago i went on a night out and got drunk and went home with a guy. Oh. My. God. It might not be Hero's.
I let out a loud gasp and drop my bag onto the floor, making all my stuff fall out of it. "Shit, shit, shit." I say.
Hero quickly stands up to help me pick everything up. "Whats wrong? Everything ok?" He says, panic in his voice.
"Yh. I need some air." I new i definitely shouldn't have cheated on Hero, and i planned to keep it from him. I was so drunk that night at the bar. This is terrible. I don't even have that guys number. I don't even know his name.
I cannot believe i am only just realising this. It is most likely Hero's because last time we didn't use protection and me and that other guy did. I pray it is.
I need to tell him about this, and soon as well.
Once i get outside, I am already sweating. It is boiling today and i definitely don't think wearing a sweatshirt and leggings was the best idea. I have no time to think about this. My heart is beating so fast, I feel like i could be sick. Now i have this on-top of my pregnancy sickness, this couldn't get any worse.
Before i can think about it anymore, I throw up all over the stairs at the front of the building. Shit.
Just as i do that, Pia walks out. "Oh my god, girl is everything ok." She looks at me and helps me stand up. "Hang on. Let me get Jenny." She runs inside with no hesitation.
I start to feel very light headed and faint. Before i know it i am seeing nothing but black and my head hits the hard concrete of the stairs.

A/N: I hope your all enjoying this. I don't know how everybody is going to feel about the twist but i thought it would make it more exited haha!