My Sweet Psycho | Jenlisa G!P

Chapter 2.5 [M]

Lisa

"What to do. What to do..." I mutter, walking back and forth with my tears cascading endlessly from the corner of my eyes. I pull my hair with millions of voices whispering. They won't even stop.

But witnessing Jay lying unconsciously on his bed and drowned in his blood scares me. I killed someone, and I don't know what to do now.

I don't know what happened, but I couldn't even stop myself from rampaging. Even to my sleep, I can't help thinking of violent thoughts about him.

My hands are still shaking, still feeling the vibrations of the gun every time it fires. Its muffled sounds are grazing my ears just like the sound of the river does to me before.

But smelling that bloody scent and the gun powder brings so many memories which cause me to feel nauseous and dizzy. My heart's pounding, almost wanting to break my chest. I'm hyperventilating.

"Aren't you a monster, Lisa?" I cry, gritting my teeth and covering my ears to hear Yiren giggling.

"Shut up! Why won't you shut up?!" I mewl, wiping my tears and try to calm myself. Hearing Jennie's voice telling me to calm down soothes me. Yiren's voice stops as I try to think of a plan.

"Should... Should I call M-Momo?" I ask myself, fumbling my phone from my pocket.

My hands are still healing after my bone surgery last night, and I can barely handle my phone properly.
I scroll my contacts as my tears blur my vision. 

I check the time too, thinking that maybe Jennie might be wondering why I'm still not in the hospital so we could switch places. She's watching over Ella right now while Mom Ji-Eun is with the twins at home.

Momo's phone rings and I wait for her to pick up while banging my head on the wall. I cover my nose, still feeling nauseous from the bloody scent. But Momo never answers me.

"Please, fucking answer me!" I dial Momo's number again as I cower on the floor. "Fucking help me."

To my disappointment, Momo's never answers. I cuss under my breath as I scroll my phonebook once again until I stare at Father Joon's number.

I didn't waste any time and call him. In just one ring, Father picks up the call which relieves me.

"Lisa? What a pleasant surprise you called me at this late hour." Father sounds so calm, but I cover my mouth to stop my sobs. I take a deep breath, trying not to choke myself to respond.

"Father, I... I k- killed a... I killed a man! I killed Mr. Jay Park in his condo, and I need your help, Father. Please, don't tell Jennie about this," I beg.

I only hear silence on his end. My nails almost bleed my palm from too much clenching. But I'm surprised to hear Father's... chuckle?

"You called the right person, Lisa. I'm proud of you. Your brother Kai and his men will be there in a minute," he says, probably smiling. But I felt relieved to hear that.

I nod, gulping. "Y- yes, please. I'm waiting, Father."

He ends the call, and I watch Jay Park's corpse once again. His face was ruined with bullet holes. I can't believe I did this to him. I never knew I was capable of this.

I fall on my knees, dread of the thought of going to jail for doing this. Fuck, why didn't I thought of that before I did this? 

Jennie, what did she think when she does these things? Was she scared? Furious or... satisfied?