Lisa
I can feel someone tracing the scar on my chest with something heavy on my arm.
With this familiar scent and warmth, I know it's none other than Jennie. I scrunch my nose, enduring this throbbing pain in my head.
"Good morning." She kisses my jawline with that lazy sweet voice. I have no choice but to wake up. She knows how my breathing changes when I'm asleep or awake, and I can't fake it.
Right when I open my eyes, it's not her usual happy morning face. She's smiling weakly and that's strange. I sit up and fuck, I only close my eyes with a clenched jaw.
"I'm tied again, huh." I'm back to square one, but thankful enough that I'm still wearing clothes. She lifts her upper body with the help of her elbows and releases a sigh.
"Unfortunately, yes. Although it breaks my heart, I have no choice but to tie you again, Lisa." She looks remorseful with that sad smile. As if I believe that she really is sorry.
"I wanna die. Just let me, Jennie," I whine, looking away. I'm sick of this life already. But I almost forgot that when she lays on top of me and tuck a hair behind my ear.
"Lisa..." Her eyes daunt me from my harsh demeanor. They are so happy to see me. As always, it sees me as a precious gem.
"What?" She brushes her fingers on my cheeks like a feather, it's so light. She closes her eyes while leaning towards me. Our noses touch, but our lips barely do.
"Lisa, I love you for real." I am caught off guard by her words. A lone tear escapes from her tear duct as it drops on my face.
Her warm hands then roam on my chest. They're possessing every inch of me with our lips finally meet in a most sensual way.
It was slow, passionate, and no lust or rush that I can feel. It was just pure... love. We kiss like how it was before.
We tilt our heads from side to side with our tongues dancing inside our mouths. Needing to breathe, she pulls away and rests her forehead against mine.
"Did you feel that?" she breathes. Her hand is on my chest, feeling my beating heart.
I look at her, and she's so beautiful. "The what?"
"Every time we kiss Lisa, there's always this magical feeling." She whispers and traces my lips with her thumb.
"It's mind-blowing and hyperventilating. But I love it. We both love that." Her hands cup my cheeks, and I have no choice but to look at her directly in her dreamy eyes.
"You're manipulating me again, Jennie." She shakes her head.
"No, I'm not. You are. You are manipulating yourself. Denying the undeniable fact that you, Lisa Manoban, is still in love with me despite everything." She tilts her head to the side while she caresses my cheek.
I am waiting for her cynical smile to show up, but it's only Jennie. The Nini I knew, my mandu, who's talking to me. And the woman who loves to shower me her unconditional love.
I almost swallow a lump. "You don't... know me."
"Yes, I know you very well, Lisa. So please, stop denying and be happy with me, again. I miss us." She silences us with a kiss.
I hate how my lips move on its own when it meets hers. She never fails to melt those walls I've been building just to protect myself, my heart.
"Oh, and Lili?" She breaks the kiss, beaming. "Congratulations."
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My Sweet Psycho | Jenlisa G!P
FanfictionNOTE: BOOK 1 & 2 ARE MERGED FOR CONVENIENCE BOOK 1 [COMPLETE]: She's sweet, but a psycho. Hot, but a psycho. And that Psycho was loved, and wanted by everyone. But little did I freaking know that I was the one she wants. She needs. She loves. Only...