They say that angel's don't have wings
That may be why this one fell for the devil
Or so she thought he was the devil until she found out she was never truly an angel
(This chapter contains self harm if this bothers you this is not the chapter for you! xoxo)
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Giovanni spent hours trying to talk to me or not talking at all. I'm not surprised that he wants to know why but I cannot tell him.
He picked me up grabbing me by my wrist trying not to hurt me, and lead me to the bathroom. Once we were in there he was rummaging every cabinet. I looked over and over he pulled out an emergency aid kit and he grabbed the gauze and alcohol.
He started to fix me up and it hurt like a bitch. Why does he care? Doesn't he hate me?He wants to know about my past but I simply just couldn't say it. It's just going to bring up a part of my life I did not want to deal with again he would come back... Gio would find him.
"Why are you doing this? Don't you want me dead?" I questioned looking at him but got no response.
"I thought you wanted to kill me? I was just going to make it easier for you." I mumbled again after not receiving a response.
He whipped his head in my direction cupping my face with a sincere look in his eyes. "Principessa as much as I say that I still wouldn't, we both know I could in a second and don't ever say that shit again."
"Don't get too carried away now Giovanni"
He held me in his arms, this is the first time I actually felt safe for once, well until he spoke.
"Are you gonna tell me why you do this? I mean you don't have to but I can't help you if you don't tell me."
I was set back for a minute contemplating on saying it but know me what would result of it, "I can't say i'm so sorry, i'm sorry for wasting your time and bothering you, please just go." I began to cry I couldn't help it.
He didn't leave... he didn't leave me and he continued to hold me. "You have to shower bambina", he whispered along my ear. (translation:baby)
"Gio you don't understand it's going to sting so no I can't, i'm just gonna sleep please go" I spoke into his chest pleading for him to leave.
"Shower Alessia this isn't a question, I will not be leaving until then."
I quickly nodded knowing I won't have a choice as he stood up he grabbed onto me pulling me off of the floor. He grasped my hand and led me to the bathroom once again rubbing the inside of my palm the whole way there.
Slowly letting go of my hand and suddenly the pain was back, I felt everything I didn't want to feel, his touch made it go away and I didn't understand why. He turned on the shower and checked the water, turning back into my sight. Slowly trailing his eyes back down to my arm he disconnected a little bit. "Would you like me to leave when you undress or help Alessia?"
