They say that angel's don't have wings
That may be why this one fell for the devil
Or so she thought he was the devil until she found out she was never truly an angel
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Words can't describe how happy I am right now. I never thought I would see this day. I'm getting married. This is going to be hard. What if he leaves me when I tell him this? Fuck he's going to change his mind.
Alessia: Gio come here I need to talk to you.
Giovanni: On my way!
Giovanni came up the stairs in 2 seconds walking into my room . He jumped onto the bed getting all cozy under the blankets. "What's up baby?" Giovanni asked me causing my nervousness to arrive again.
"Look I know I should've told you this a long time ago but I never knew how to say it because I didn't know how you would react. I thought you would leave me but I have to tell you now because i'm going to have a future with you. Gio I- I can't have children."
His breathe staggered and the room fell silent. I ruined this, I ruined everything this is my fault.
"That's okay I would never leave you cause of that yeah I want kids but your the love of my life bellisma. How do you know you can't have them?" Uncontrolled tears started streaming down my face, I had to bring up another part of me i've never told anyone.
"uh- It was a time Jaxon had raped me very badly and when I went to the doctor afterwards they told me they checked me and I was so damaged that I would probably never have kids. I'm so sorry I ruined your future. Gio i'm so sorry."
He wrapped his arms around me squeezing me tight into his chest. "Baby shh it's not your fault", he started wiping my tears off of my face. We sat there in silence for a while and he just held me. I couldn't ask for a better man. "If you had a kid what would you name it?" I asked breaking the silence.
"that's hard but luckily i've thought about it before, I would name my son River Luca possibly and if I had a girl I would name her Gianna June or Aven Rae" Woah how did he even come up with these names?
"Those are gorgeous Mr Luca." I said not trying to show any disappointment in my voice. I know he had been planning this and now I can't offer it to him. "Hey baby stop overthinking please, we got this we will be alright."
*later that night*
"Come here" I didn't oblige so he pulled me off the ground so forcefully that my whole brain shook. "Open your fucking legs slut" I didn't I squeezed them shut, I tried to fight it.. I really tried. Until he punched me so many times I was numb. I felt nothing but him ripping me open over and over again. "Your so fucking worthless, your just useful for being a whore." He destroyed me over and over again that night leaving me unable to walk. After what felt like hours he left. I couldn't do anything, I couldn't even walk. I just fell into darkness. I was woken up by my own screams rippling through the air. He was doing it again, I was never going to be saved."
I'm shaking, why am I shaking?
"Alessia wake up!" I woke up quickly noticing that it was still night time. "Why are you screaming?" I didn't talk.. I couldn't talk why was he here. "JAXON GET OFF OF ME PLEASE" I yelled, I tried to push Jaxon off of me but he wouldn't move he was hugging me. why is he hugging me?
"Baby it's me, it's Giovanni calm down." I know that voice.. who is that? it's gio
I drifted back into complete utter darkness seeing Jaxon in front of me again. "Breathe, think of me. We are getting married next month think about your dress and the isle. Think about the trees or even rain please baby just think."
I jumped up only to see myself in Gio's arms not Jaxon's. I pulled him into a hug and let the tears stream down my face. "I thought I was over this i'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you up."
"Bellisma never apologize for something someone did to you, I will be here for it. I wasn't sleeping anyways and even if I was you're okay. I love you"
"I love you too" We laid back down and darkness consumed both of us.
My eyes fluttered open quickly to the sound of things breaking and slamming. I jumped out of bed quicker than ever and grabbed my gun. There was faint yelling but I couldn't recognize the voice. I gripped my gun so tightly my fist turned white. Giovanni was no where to be seen and I was praying this wasn't him causing the noise.
I walked down the stairs with my gun raised slowly turning corners. When I reached the kitchen hell unfolded before my eyes. Giovanni was beating the living shit out of Timothy one of his guards.
"stronzo malato, da quanto tempo lavori per me? ti sei venduto al diavolo rompendo l'omertà." When he ended off of those words, finishing off his last punches the room went silent. He walked up the me aggressively grabbing the gun out of my hand and held it up to Timothys temple. (translation: You sick fuck, you have been working for me for how long? You sold yourself to the devil by breaking omertà)
"Your a disappointment" Giovanni spat at him before letting the gun blow. "Tell someone to fucking clean this shit up and call a damn meeting."
We all rushed to the meeting room while people cleaned up the dead body. Everyone was here talking among themselves until Giovanni entered the room and it went quiet. He slammed his fist on the table, "Do any of you guys have any idea on how much I hate being lied to? Having one of my own trusted men work with the fucking enemy and no one seemed to know about it? BULLSHIT"
hey guys I hope you enjoyed there are only 4 more chapters left of this book or 9. Don't know if i'm going to end at 35 or 40. I made Alessia and Gio instagrams!! Alessia's-@alessiaxrom Giovanni-@giovanni.lucaa comment and vote xoxo twitter: brattpostedthat
