They say that angel's don't have wings
That may be why this one fell for the devil
Or so she thought he was the devil until she found out she was never truly an angel
(This chapter contains self harm, if this triggers you please skip this chapter or this may not be the book for you) 800-273-8255. (suicide hotline)
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Once I made it down the stairs I seen the main door swing open, which caused heads to fly in that direction. Gun shots started flying left and right so I went to reach for my gun and was instantly knocked onto the floor.
I felt arms grip under mine and pull me away, " If anyone's gonna kill you it's gonna be me" I heard that annoyingly deep voice say. "You asshat, your always trying to make this about you I was going to take care of it."
"Doesn't seem like by how late your reaction was now quit arguing and let's go."He pulled me up on to my feet and we headed up the stairs but came to a halt when the same Russians from earlier stood in front of us . "Shit" we said simultaneously followed by both of us rolling our eyes at each other. I pulled out my gun before the man's fist came in contact with my face and hit him with the end of it. Whipping in a circle kicking him in the side of his neck I caused him to fall then fired at him multiple times. More and more men came and they all died in different ways with the help of Giovanni but I did all the heavy lifting.
"Who sent you?" I spat at the man and he just laughed spitting his blood in my face", so slowly dragging my knife up to his neck I slit his throat.
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Long ass day and my night is full of Stacy telling me how she got out of that situation with some help from a guy who and I quote "saved her life." I got saved by the bell I thought when my father called telling me to come here. When I made it to his office I sat down on the desk chair directly across from him crossing my legs and fiddling with my hair. As my father scooted up in his chair he said he has some good news. "The leader of the Branco Di Lupi Mafia has came forward and offered up a truce, isn't that amazing? That will make business grow like crazy."
"Like the actual one....why now? why would they want a truce now?" I mumbled trying to fight back my irritation. "I have no clue, Mr Luca came forward offering a truce out of no where." I tried to hide the irritation on my face when I knew that Giovanni would be around more now but I had to be happy for my dad. What is wrong with this man I will now have to see him in my home also? I can't even be around him longer than 2 minutes without wanting to kill him or let him kiss me.
"Do we have to accept the truce?" I quietly spoke. "Did you really just ask that Alessia Mattia you know we need this for our business, you usually would be all for this what's up now?" he sighed slamming his hands on the desk. "Nothing i'm sorry", and just like that I exited the room. The truth is i'm freaking out he has so much power over me and I hate it men always tend to use their power against me.
I mean he saved me he didn't hurt me right?
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I rushed downstairs to the smell of bacon that our cook Violette made, she was always like a mother to me well a second one. My mother would kill me if she ever heard me say that. I quickly finished my plate, Maria smiled at me when she glanced at my plate "Anything else honey?"
"No thanks Maria i'm gonna go check on dad" I softly smiled back "Okay sweetie", she nodded going back to the dishes.
Walking up the stairs to find my dad he was probably in his office he wasn't surprisingly, he wasn't in his room either. Then I ran into Mom she said him and Sant were in the meeting room."Why are they in the meeting room without me?" I questioned. "Aless I don't know", well someones in a good mood.
I finally made it to the office and was greeted by multiple men looking at me. All fine as hell but one stuck out in particular of course it had to be Giovanni fucking Luca. Staring at me with those brown eyes like he was looking into my soul. He had multiple men surrounding him including my father. One of the bitches here I already knew, Samson. The room went silent when I walked in causing heads to turn but everyone started slowly noticing the way Giovanni was looking at me but everyone hid the confused look on their face quickly.
"So what are we going to do about the missing cargo? father said looking up at Giovanni . Gio smirked making eye contact with me. "You should send that daughter of yours to scope out the scene just to look around, i'll attend just to make sure they don't pull anything, wouldn't want miss princess getting hurt now would we sí?"
"Little miss princess doesn't want to do your dirty work, why are you just offering me up what if someone else wants to do it." I huffed. "Ok so you don't want to do it?", He said leading forward in his chair with that devious smirk on his face.
"I do Giovanni I never said that." rolling my eyes I left the room slamming the door. He pissed me off just because he thought he was the boss I let that shit happen once before and look where it got me.
I rushed upstairs to my room irritated on why I always get pushed around by men. Why could I never choose what I want to do. What if I want to leave the mafia and everything with it and be normal? But no I do not get a choice because of men stupid men.
Memories instantly flooded in from my past and those intrusive thoughts wouldn't leave my head. I feel him touching me, kissing me, and using me in every way he thought of. He was manipulative and a liar and I wanted him off of me, so I did the only thing I know how to do.
It takes the pain away right?
A knock appeared on my door causing me to instantly panic but my head was going so fast I had no actual reaction. "Um hold on one second" but whoever was on that side of the door didn't listen my door was slammed open and there stood Giovanni in awe.
"Aless what the fuck", as he looked down at my bleeding arm. His eyes had a different look in them like he showed pity, I hate pity. He reached out to hold my hands but I pushed him away before he could.
"Don't it's none of your business, you do not know me so please do not try to act like it". I sobbed backing away trying to wipe my tears. He didn't say anything he just closed the door and pulled me into his arms and let me cry into his shoulder.
I don't think he realized how much blood was getting on his suit. "Why do you do this to yourself?" he finally spoke.
I had no words.
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