What are we? pt. 1

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❗❗Self harm at the end of the chapter❗❗

Y/N's POV:

After Eva and I expressed our feelings towards each other I wasn't really sure if we are considered official now. All we did was kiss and then we watched anime in her room for the rest of the night. 

*The next day*

It was morning and I was in a super good mood. I was up at 8 and decided to make breakfast for everyone. I made eggs, bacon, hashbrowns, and french toast with powdered sugar and maple syrup. The first person up was Sab. She came down because she smelled the food.

"What smells so good???" She asked,

"Morning Sab" I said and chuckled a little.

"Wow!!! Did you really make all this??" she asked,

I nodded and she immediately ate it all. 

I decided to go wake up the other girls because I didn't want the food to get cold. I first woke up Anna and Cynthia cause their room was closest to the staircase. Next was Dev, then Tori and last but certainly not least... Eva. I knocked on the door, but no one answered so I opened the door and stuck my head in to see if she was still asleep. She was so I walked beside her bed, kneeled down and gave her a small kiss on the head to wake her up. She stirred a little before opening her eyes.

"Morning beautiful" I said and gave her a kiss on the lips.

"Morning!!" she said and covered her head with the blankets. 

"I made breakfast... do you want me to bring it up to you or do you want to come down?" I said,

She looked a little shocked, but then got up. 

We both headed downstairs and when I reached the kitchen everyone started shouting

"Y/N THIS IS SO GOOD!!!" Tori exclaimed

"PLEASE STAY AND MAKE ME THESE EVERY MORNING!" Cynthia begged

"HOW DID YOU MAKE EVERYTHING SO PERFECT?" Anna said

"THANK YOU FOR THE FOOD!!" Dev shouted

"Can't promise these every morning, but I can promise to make you guys breakfast when I am here." I replied,

Cynthia came and gave me a hug and Eva started to eat.

"Woww!! These really are amazing!" She said,

Eva was stuffing her mouth with so much food that none of us understood what she said. She swallowed the food and then said...

"I'm glad I chose to be with you... you're an amazing cook!"

Everyone was happy for us and I was happy too! I didn't really know what this made us, but I'll talk to Eva about it tonight. The energy in the room shifted when Anna dropped everything and went upstairs. Eva wanted to follow, but Sab stopped her.

"Don't worry, I got it" Sab said

Sab's POV:

After Eva announced that she chose to be with Y/N, me and the girls couldn't have been happier. We all like Y/N and after the food she made, we LOVE her!!! The only person that wasn't too thrilled was Anna. It was understandable, but she should be happy for Eva. We are all best friends and should be happy for each other no matter what. 

*Knock knock*

"Anna??? Can I come in??" I asked

"sure" She said really sad.

Poor Boon, she just got her heart shattered to pieces and this is what Eva was afraid of. She wanted to choose Anna because she didn't want to break her heart, but she also didn't wan to date her because if something happened, they may not be on the best terms. 

"Anna?? You okay??"

"Okay??? My crush just announced that she chose someone else. I am definitely not okay."

"I'm sorry that Eva chose Y/N, but you should be happy. Ever since Eva met Y/N she's been happier. Don't you want that for her??"

"I guess, but I want her to be like that with me!!!"

"You two are still best friends and sisters, you will come around to the idea of Y/N making Eva happy"

"I don't know" Anna said

I paused and gave her a hug. I held her for a little bit and let her cry into my shoulder. 

"Can you just give me a little space??? I want to be alone" she asked,

"For sure, please call or text me if you need anything! I love you!!" I said

"love you too" Anna said with less enthusiasm.

Eva's POV:

A few hours ago, I accidentally said that I've chosen to be with Y/N and Anna didn't take it too well. Sab went to talk with her, but Anna hasn't come down in like 4 hours. Sab said to give her space, but I hate seeing the people I love hurt. 

Another 2 hours later, Anna still hasn't come down or come out of her room. We tried to go in and talk to her, but she locked her room. Dev thought she would try and talk to her, but Anna didn't even respond or open the door. Now I'm really getting worried. I decided to go up and try to talk to her but she wouldn't answer. 

"ANNA!!!! OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR!!!!" I shouted,

Soon Y/N came up cause she heard me yelling and she tried to calm me down. 

"Hey... It's okay!!! Why don't we try calling her???" Y/N suggested,

I nodded and quickly called Anna. I called 500 times and she wouldn't answer. I soon asked the girls to try calling and texting her, but no reply. I didn't want to rely on Mrs. Shumate, but I had no choice. I was really worried about Anna now. 

*E: Eva, MS: Mrs. Shumate*

E: Hi Mrs. Shumate! I hate to bother you, but could you try calling or texting Anna?? SHe locked herself in her room and won't answer any of us.

MS: Sure sweetie, I'll get back to you shortly.

*Ring Ring*

E: Hello???

MS: She didn't answer me or her brother

E: Oh okay... I'll let you know if anything happens

MS: Okay! Have a good day sweetie!

*Call ends*

I really don't know what Anna's doing or not doing. I just hope she didn't hurt herself. She may have depression and rarely as episodes anymore, but I'm not sure what she's gonna do. She has hurt herself before in the past, but she said that she's past all that.

"Y/N can you break down the door??? I really need to get in there and see if she's alright!!"

"Sure... do you think she did anything??"

"I'm not sure, that's why I'm so worried. She has had a past with self harm-"

Without another word said, Y/N started slamming her shoulder into the door

The girls started to come upstairs and see what was going on and when the door opened, we all rushed in to Anna's room. What we saw was something no one should ever see. Anna slit her wrists and the bathroom flor was covered in blood. The girls called 911 when Y/N tried to help Anna. 

A/N
Hey guys!! I hope you're liking the story so far. I'm sure Anna doesn't do this in real life, this is just a story. Sorry for the dark chapters, but everyone has dark moments in their life. If you feel trigger by this at all, please skip it. There will be some more chapters in the future about self harm, racism, and mental health. Please let me know if I should continue to write those, or if you want them removed. 

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